MooseGuy I owe you an apology!

[orangefyre]

When I saw what you wrote, I was on Day 4 of NO SLEEP. I was irritable and well...a B*tch! The one who needs to apologise is me. Sorry, from the bottom of heart, and the depths of my soul.
~Lisa

[Moose Guy]

You don't owe me an apology.  Believe me I do know how it is with no calm and rest and your mind going a 1000 miles per hour. I wrote that first post without enough thought as to how it would come across.  My problem is with no one here.  You folks are really the only ones that truly understand how hard this is.  Look, whatever works to make you a whole person is fine with me.  I just don't ever believe the real answer is in less freedom and more control from people who can't possibly understand what this life is like.  Take care and I'll pray for you.  Please do the same for me.  By the way, it does get better.  Hang in there.

[creek]

When you speak of being "whole" can you expand on that? are you in this or through it?

[orangefyre]

I am Better, now. I'm sober 12 days and sleeping like a baby. I feel brand new again, and ready to live the way I was intended to.
Thanks
God Bless
~Lisa