My legs are starting to feel.... like, like they need to be stretched constantly, like they have been balled up too long, and my back pain is getting stronger(this normal?) just looking for some more support... with each hour that goes by... I'm glad I am quitting, It's the sensation that I got when I deployed and fought for this Amazing Country! I know I can win this fight and I thank you all for everything! God bless!
Thanks man but the xana is helping me a lot! some pain went away and im getting duzzy ad tired'
Hey I can't tell you how much you will hate going to dialysis ounce or twice a week. I imagine it will be the worst thing in the world and that's if your not dead bro. I don't have to go to dialysis thank god but I probably would hate it. I did the exact thing that your doing with lortab. I know what your saying about eating that many because I can't get high enough. It really ***** that I couldn't and can't feel good enough. I'm guessing bro that there in a deeply inbeded reason mental that your trying to escape how reality feels. Reality can really suck I'm the first to agree with you. I have the same prob. Let me guess you used to drink a whole lot more and now you hardly drink anymore and your proud to say that. I could be totally wrong. I assume this though. Bro do both of us a favor and stop being like me you will die. Stop stop stop!!! You must find a way so you can help people in your situation. Maybe you can save some lives and help give some good people freedom from there own demands. Yes I said demands. The pills are the devil. Don't party with the devil. Party with god. Can I recommend you say some very serious prayers and ask for some help from the big man in the sky. You have just brought tears to my eyes. I think its the good spirit hitting home. Bro let me tell you people love you man. I'm just now getting help for the same problems and also want to help people. If your brave enough to join the military and volunteer to take bullets from the enemy you are deffinatly brave enough and strong enough to get help and stop pills. You are suppose to be around to help other people get better and heal from there addictions. You are suppose to save lives and will if you follow your gut. Please brother please follow your gut it may be my life your saving you will deffinatly never know if you keep doing what your doing and die. I hope you can feel me bro. I know a lot of this sounds crazy but I think I'm speaking yours and my language. Stay with us man and hang in there man.by the way this is my only 3rd day on this web sight my self. And I just got excepted into treatment today for the same thing your fighting. Do the right thing man you can you just have to do it.
your words really touched me...i too am very new to this. God bless you both and good luck to all of us newbies on here!xoxo
HI....well the xanex help some use it sparingly its ez to get cross addicted...how are your feeling today ??
hey man hope your felling better today ,can't wait to see u with an updated post hang in there brother one day at a time ,u can do it , i know u can..GOD BLESS YOU AND PLEASE UPDATE ..where all here together man....