How are you doing today my friend?
Rex
Thanks for the info. I just got back from the Alanon meeting. It wasn't any help at all. I am going to try another meeting next week...in a different place. I am not giving up, but this one was not what i needed. I guess i don't really know what i need. Actually i do know what i need. I need my life to go back...and have all this erased. But that is likely not to happen. So i will continue to support him the best i can. The thing is that my education, job, social life, emotional well-being, appearance etc. has all changed because of this stupid pill. All i have to say is that if he ever puts a pill in his mouth again...he might as well put one in mine...because it effects me just the same. I am going to keep coming here....even if i do find the right support group...because you people help me understand what HE is going through....and if it wasn't for that...i would still be blaming him for what i thought he did to me. He did it to himself....and didn't mean for it to hurt me. I understand that....somedays. Anyways, for all of you doing the Jan.1st quit date.....CONGRATULATIONS and i wish you the very best....and will be thinking about you. For those you are trying....keep trying...IT IS WORTH IT. When you think it couldn't possibly be worth all this pain....keep trying. IT IS WORTH IT. Sometimes i wish i could take a pill or have a drink...like tonight...to numb my feelings. But i know it is not the right way to go...i know that eventually i will have to deal with this problem...and a pill or a drink is just delaying the inevitable. Thanks again for taking the time to answer my question. I really appreciate it. Also, to eslad...you don't have to do a search for me....:) Thanks for the offer though...it was really sweet. I have a tendency to do that as well...i take everyones problem...make it mine and then try to fix it. I don't know if you are the same way or not.
Well off to search.
Thanks again :)
Catherine
yo,
how much have you been taking and for how long.
im sure you wil get more info posted.klonopin is a
sedative-hypnotic(benzodiazepine caterory of drug)
one way to taper is .25 1 a day week 1
.25 every other day week 2
25. every thrid day week 3
then off.
you should always taper under the doctor hho prescribed it to you
supervision.
everything is subject ro revision especally what we know about thr truth.
i welcome anyone else's in put, to help answer your question,
peace !!! hippy, your freind michael
Try www.presciptionabuse.com, good luck and thanks for your postings!
teeitup!
I think Alanon will help you the most. I know there are sites, forums, messages boards out there for the spouses of addicts, I just dont know exactly where.
If you dont find any in the next few days, let me know and I'll find them for you. I love to search for things on the internet, so its no problem. But right now its hard for me to post here, so searching now is out of the question.
I would love to help you find what you are looking for, but I just cant manage it now. Seriously, if in a few days you havent found anything, let me know and I'll search for you. You can email me ~ my email address is in one of my first posts here.
Keep going to Alanon! Your husband is lucky to have you!
Lee Ann
Does anyone know of a site i can go to....that deals with families of addicts? You have all been a great help to me. I understand addiction better now than before...and going to AA and NA meetings has helped a whole lot too. But i have questions about being the member of the marriage who isn't addicted and the anger and frustration i feel sometimes. I know he did this to himself...but at the same time...he stole a part of me. I can't trust as easily, i can't look back to the good times and think of them as good...because he was high. I am having a really bad day today...and would just like to have someone to relate to. Anyone know of anything i can do? or go to?
I am off to an AlAnon meeting now.
I am really trying to help him....but somedays i just want to scream!
Thanks,
Catherine.