Relapsed 1st time. Day 2 c/t

[Vamama]

I quit c/t a month ago from 7.5 percocet. I got a refill 2 weeks ago of 120 pills & needless to say. They are all gone. I want to do it this time! I'm on day 2 c/t again. Mild w/d symptoms. Can't keep out if the bathroom.  no energy. Called out of work today. Off tomorrow. Two young kids at home. Forcing myself to get up & do chores & stuff. Can't eat anything. Taking vitamins & liquid b12. Valerian root at night. Any words would be great. Thanks.  

[Vamama]

I feel great! I have no energy. I went & picked up l-tyrosine & some ginsing. I was able to do a few house chores, but now lazy again. I know to count my blessings, I have it easy compaired to lots of people. I'm forcing myself to eat & drink.

[atthebeach]

how are you feeling today?  are you drinking enough fluids? are you moving around?
remember dont lay around to much. have you been able to eat at all? please let us know how you are doing.
continued blessings to you
debbie

[thisisreallygettingold]

You are making the right choice by telling the Dr. if you have no other means to obtain pills. This is the first time I've opened up to him, and I'm glad I did. I know its hard, but you can do it. God bless.

[Vamama]

I tried calling my doc to tell him no more. But he is on vacation this week. He has me on a taper to quit but I abuse it. I need to call him Monday morning & tell him I'm done. Thanks everyone for your words. It's easier knowing all of you are there. I have support here, but nobody who can relate. Im not doing NA I've never been a counseling type of person. I am open and honest with everyone who knows me. I've never been the type to buy them on the street & I'm glad I don't know anyone!

[Devonlee]

Glad you are getting back on track. I wish you the best of luck. I do have a question tho in a few weeks are you going to have another refill waiting at the pharmacy? If you do you may have to call and cancel it. If you are taking 120 pills in a week or two you may not be able to NOT pick up the refill know what I mean? Just something to think about....

[thisisreallygettingold]

I am right there with you. I also had quit  on may 5, and may 17 I called the Dr., and gobbled them up in 19 days. But this time after my relapse, I told my Dr. that I had a problem. I know, that is very hard to do, but it cut my easy access to more pills. I've never bought pills on the street, and have no desire to, it can break the bank really quickly. You can do this. God bless.

[ithurts1979]

This is my second go around two I was clean four months I am on day six today still dealing with rls bad the other physical symtpms have subsided most anyways. Its hard as Hell just stay determined you can do it. I will not let myself fall again I promised that to myself