I have been addicted to pain killers for the last 6+ yrs. In the past yr. I had taken them more than ever before (I had a car accident so I had access to them). I always knew that I shouldn't take them so much, b/c I was causing damage & addiction to myself. But the need to have them took over everything. My husband, & mother were concerned & wanted me to stop. I didn't listen to anyone, until 6 days ago I took my last pain pill & knew I was done. I'm not saying I just decided to quit. It was a very hard decision, During my better moments I called my Dr. & all my friends that had ever gotten me pills, & told them I was addicted to them & even if I beg DO NOT get me ANY! I immediately regretted that & grieved like you wouldn't believe. I have been in the worst pain physically & emotional for the past week. Feeling as if there was no way I could do this. I thought I wasn't strong enough. I couldn't take time off of work to be miserable in my own home, so everyone @ work got to see my sweat, shake, puke, my guts up, & **** every time 15 mins. Of course they just assumed I had to flu. Today when I came home from work I felt the worst I have felt this whole time. I took a shower & something changed. I feel so much better. I was able to get out & dry off w/o immediately sweating, in fact 2 hrs. later & I'm still dry! :) I ate a slice of pizza, & its stayed down & the sense of doom has subsided. I don't for one min. think I'm done feeling like ****, but I think the worst has passed. :) Even a few hrs. to feel like my old self is enough for me to know that I NEVER want to take another pain pill in my life. I know very soon I will want one like I've never wanted one before, but I will remember tonight, & the feeling of being happy & I'M SOBER! :)