Lisa,Allen,Tracy,CRIMINAL,chemmonster7,Gip IM BACK :~)

[sunny8008]

Hello to all my special friends/angels. I should first say I am sorry I haven't been here. I am better and here to stay. I guess I needed to get over that last hump. I am now on my way. I still need my energy levels to peek. It has been 34 days clean now. We have also been friends now for 25 days. Wow, doesn't seem like its been that long. I sure have missed all of you. I would LOVE to know how each and every one of you are doing and feeling. I miss you guys. Tracy IM here, sorry....Kisses sweetie. I hope you all know how very dear you are all to me. You were here for me in my darkest moments. The ONLY support I had was all of you and my mother. So many times I wanted to give in and give up. Now of you would have that. Even when some of you were still in the worst of your own. Helping me when the dealer called (Man, that was SO HARD). I have no way of saying how grateful I am to each of you. Please know each and every one of you will ALWAYS have a very special place in my heart. OK enough of the sappy stuff LOL let me know what's been going on in ALL of your life's. XOXO, Heather    

[sunny8008]

Your right sweetie yes one day at a time. It will get better. When I don't know I suppose it has a lot to do with our minds and how long we used. The good news it that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Kisses to you sweetie, Heather

[vicaddict]

Hey ya g/f, I have missed you! I sent you a message via pogo mail! :)

I am so glad to hear you are doing so great!

I am doing better, but not as great as I had hoped to by now. One day at a time I guess!

Don't be a stranger girl!

Huggs and Welcome Back!!

Tracy

[sunny8008]

I am so happy to hear you are well. That is great news. Keep on trukin girlfriend. With love, Heather

[orangefyre]

Whats up g/f?
You sound so good...guess some time away proved to be good therapy for you.

I'm doing well, better everyday. My family is well, and we are all getting back to normal.

Its so good to see you back on the forum!
Lisa

[sunny8008]

I looked before I posted. The pic.s are great. Looks like you have a talent you haven't shared :~) Great job with the cig.s. I still cant believe you did that at the same time. That is wonderful. That is my next mountain to climb. I think you starting your own business id a good idea. You defiantly have the determination and you strength. I hear you about doing new things. I already have been and I cant wait until summer. I am going to do so much with the kids when they get out of school. It makes me smile thinking about it. Thank you for sharing and I am SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU ARE WELL. I can tell by your writing. With love, Heather

[rsd_al]

Hi Heather!

Good to see you! It really has been a rough road, I feel you there, cause right now im still fighting the back ache, headache, and lack of energy still.

But ya know, it is all worth it to know that I never ever have to rely on anything but myself.

Today I scanned heaps of pics, and put some of them on my website, and as I was doing that. It made me look at where I have been. For the last 5 years or so I have done nothing exciting except fight Social security, and Im still fighting.

When this weakness goes away, and it will. I am going to go do something. Im thinkin starting a business. That always gets my blood, and creative juices pumping!

Anyways, that is what I have been up to. Scroll down to "I promised", and check out all the albums I put up. It should make you forget about everything for a little bit anyways.

Big hugs!

Allen

PS: Still smoke free too!!