everyone

[road2recovery]

trying to taper is killing me..Anyone ever felt like they just want to take 2 or 3 at one time to have this boost of energy to get all the house work done, cloths, bills etc..Then say ok that way the next day i could take alot less???i know that sounds crazy but that is how i feel..Thanks for listening.

[FLaddict]

yeah I have had those days while tapering... you can get through it though... its a craving in disguise as I call em... be careful.. "borrowing" from the next day doesn't work.. just keep telling yourself that... I am here if you need me.

[wheredidmyenergygo?]

Oh yeah!!!!!!  But just remember that it's not YOU saying that.  It's those little devils in that bottle.  You can beat the enemy!  As a matter of fact why don't you just kick the livin day lights out of the him let him know his is not in charge of your life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111  Go girl!  

[Lookyhere]

Yup. Some say it's their disease talking to them.
It's  our insane thinking that we have developed as addicts.
This might help.
A pen and paper. Write all the positives (+) and negatives(-)  you can think of
that will happen if you do that. You will be able to see the consequences more clearly and it will be there for you to look at in case you forget..
The only positive (+) I can think of is it will make you feel better for a short period of time.
Negative's(-). 1. You will run out sooner. 2. It will be easier to do same thing next time or tomorrow. 3. It will lead to more withdraws 4. You will give up the feeling of accomplishemnt. 5. ???

[road2recovery]

thanks.., at least i know it is not just me..That is the best thing about this forum, for so long i thought i was alone...
god bless everyone here