You are a doll to remember....I told Pat I was going to celebrate by getting hammered, and he laughed and laughed.....(Maybe laughed a little TOO HARD, if you know what I mean? Perhaps I made him nervous.) Anyway, I DO feel really good about everything.
So now it has been 14 hours (but who's counting?) since I had a cigarette...The cravings are pretty bad--even worse than w/ vikes. But maybe the magnitude of narc withdrawl has faded w/ time, I don't know. I'm psyched--I WILL DO THIS!!
I've gotten several emails congratulating me. You guys are great! To anyone who is just now detoxing, or has a few days, weeks, or even months under your belt: LIVING A DRUG-FREE LIFE IS WORTH THE PAIN YOU ARE GOING THROUGH NOW. Never forget that. It DOES get better, the sleeping, depression, finances, friends, jobs,--ALL of it will work out eventually. I'm not saying my life is without problems now, or that I am never down or upset. But dealing w/ those things sober and not in a fog is a helluva lot easier!!
I could not have made it w/out the continued support of Pix, Bill, Pam,MrM, Chezz, Thomas,Methmike(I'm sure there are others) and last but not least, my good friend Percs who has stood by me from day 1 at this forum. I love all of you! Peace---Peazy
Hi,
I tried it last night and I did get some sleep, of course I am holding now at 6mg it has been a few weeks now at 6mg. I think I am starting to get used to that dose because I don't feel too bad today. I think I will give it another week or two then go down to 5mg. Wish me luck...
Sharon
Hi Sharon.
Both my mother-in-law(who recently detoxed from coke, vikes and xanax) and myself(5 mths off percs) have had success with 3mg/night of melatonin as a sleep aid. We try not to use it too much, alternating nights, etc.
My mother in law is absolutely amazed at how well it has worked for her; as she was most skeptical in that is was not a "heavy-duty" drug.....like her xanax.
OFF TOPIC: THIS IS A GREAT BIG HUG/CONGRAT. TO ONE OF THE "VETERANS" HERE, PEAZ, WHOM TODAY REACHED 8,760 HOURS(okay okay, 1 YEAR) OFF OPIATES!!!!!! GREAT JOB!!!
AND THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR INSPIRATION
lol
Percs No More
Hey you mangy dog, how are you doing?(that cracked me up)
Percs
Conrgats on 1yr. Thats sure is a long time. What I am more impressed with is that you still are on the board. That shows how important it is - once an addict always... I have gone clean 3-6 months at a time but always fall off the wagon (and this site..) You have recognized the nature of the beast and use the tools to help you stay off. I hope to one day to be so fortunate. Still fighting. Again, great job, you must feel great. Stay that way! Nod
Conrgats on 1yr. Thats sure is a long time. What I am more impressed with is that you still are on the board. That shows how important it is - once an addict always... I have gone clean 3-6 months at a time but always fall off the wagon (and this site..) You have recognized the nature of the beast and use the tools to help you stay off. I hope to one day to be so fortunate. Still fighting. Again, great job, you must feel great. Stay that way! Nod