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good luck.
regards J
Lucy
Love, Cindy
I knida knew I was in trouble,but like you guys said,the oxy may not be as
bad as the Methadone.I was on both meds for about 4 years at the same time.
I truely beleive that the M was stopping the Oxy from doing it's job,helping my
pain.Maybe I'm in denial with how bad my oxy addiction really is,it's bad.
My month's supply of oxy only lasts a few weeks,at the most. I've built up a
tolerance to them,that just one of my "normal" doses would kill the avaerage
person,ten times over.
O.K. here's what really happened. I was out of my months supply of oxy and
running very low on my methadone.I was in the "It's time to just end this
damn addiction thing ,now".,but I'm was in pain.Pain can make us do things
that we wouldn't normally do.I was looking for anything,even if it didn't help
my pain,maybe just get my mind off everything .I obviiously was really screwed
up at the time.I'm saying to myself,what is stronger than the oxy that's I'm
popping like candy and will at least do something to change my mindframe.
Well after making most of my M disappear,got enough dough to get my hands
on my all time DOC,snow.Well after that lasted for a week and still taking about 40mg of the done,I just went into an eating binge,like I always used to.
Tapered the Methadone over the weekend to finally 10mg on Monday and just
stopped cold turkey.I also must have been going through oxy withdrawls at
the same time,until the first hospital visit a few days later,which calmed me
down with a shot only for about an hour,then right back into full blown w/d's.
The pain just got too bad for me to handle,(my hip pain) not the w/d's.Went
back to my PM Dr. after a week of unbeleivable w/d's to get my oxy's and not
the Methadone.I'm truely proud of myself for stopping the M,and it's given me
the faith,along with everyone's support on this forum,to now start my new
battle with the oxy. Sorry for the rambling and God Bless all that are there
for me and all in this time of desperation.Peace.
Lucy