withdrawals pain med's

[Coolio Hernendez]

These dude's want me to relaps.

That friend still keeps calling, even though i told him i was done and gave him dealers #.

I have gotten calls from the friend and the dealer today.

It is like they are mad that i am clean and it is thier goal to mess me up. I think they thought that i would cave in already.

Also i think the one friend does not like me talking about recovery and staying clean, because if i can do it then it will make him look bad!!!!

[NautyOne]

Just be prepared that he may show up at the front door now .....with pills in hand .......Block the door with the refrigerator, couch, even the kitchen sink if you have too.....lol

[mshell62]

"Misery Loves Company".  

Staying strong in your resolve to NOT talk to them on the phone will make you "bulletproof" if and when they start knocking at your DOOR!

You are doing GREAT!!!

[addictedme]

There may be a simple solution to this,,do you treat friends and enemys the same ? If your doc was booze and a person came over every day with a 6 pack would he be a friend ? If he came over everyday with a gun and wanted you to play russian roulette would he be a friend ? Sometimes making a friends list and an enemy list can be very hard but if you have a goal in life and someone doesnt respect that goal and even trys to keep you from achieving that goal then what list do you put them on ? This is YOUR life and unless you"ll die for this person then you know what list they belong on. The list doesnt have to be permanent but there are conditions that decide which list a person is on and those are YOUR conditions. When you get clean there will be people that are happy for you and there will be people that arent,,those are usually the ones that hear your getting clean and they start evaluating their own life and if their not happy with what they see they"ll usually try and change you rather then themselves.

[Charlie's girl]

Every addict loves a partner in crime.  This sucks for you.  The number change is a great idea.  Just remember hanging around these people may trigger you to want it in the future.  It always did for me.  I hope you can make it through.  You seem very motivated and that is great.  

Charlie

[Coolio Hernendez]

I need friends like you guy's !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know i dont say it much but congrat's on your accomplishment too..

[GoingToMakeIt]

Good job. They need to get the message that you are serious about being clean.

[hopsing94]

Good for you coolio. Man you are really,really stepping up. Man i'm so proud of what you have accomplished. I hope that others see what you have been able to do and learn from it. Really really good job man.

[Coolio Hernendez]

I could block the #'s,but then they would call me from another phone (trust me).

I am trying to change # now. I think this is for the best. So far everything i have been changing has been a good move (telling the truth,not blowing all my money,admit i have a problem) So changing # might just fit perfect.

[hopsing94]

oops sorry Dave,I see you already nailed that.

[hopsing94]

I know what you can do. You can block their calls. Thats one good thing about a cell,you can block there # from making an incoming call.

[hopsing94]

She's a nut bro. Crazy as all get out and I bet she's got a heavy Boston accent to go with it.

[GoingToMakeIt]

Can you block their numbers?

[hopsing94]

It's a guy thing avalanche. Maybe if you told him some of your stories he could see you're just like us. LOL

[Coolio Hernendez]

I am on phone with Verizon now. (i will be un listed i hope)

[Coolio Hernendez]

AH!! that's a good one.

Avalavche you and everyone on here have made this possible. I really feel love for all of you.

But my boy HOP"S does really get through to me.

[hopsing94]

Next time he calls get someone else to answer your phone and have them act like a cop. That will get their attention.

[Avalancheblanche]

GO COOLIO!!!!
Oh ya, give hopsing all the props....psha! LOL

[Coolio Hernendez]

Dude is accutally calling right now while i am reading. That's it # change today.

I am staying clean and feel stronger then ever. Although it sucks that these dude's keep calling.

I am so happy i am clean!!!!!!!!

THANX HOPSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[toxictome]

YOu've worked HARD to get to this point....it WORKS, if you WORK it!!!

[hopsing94]

Hey coolio. These guys are pissing me off. Your doing the right thing and they are tryiing to bring you down. So uncool. It sucks but you really might need to change your #. Just remember a true friend would not do that to you and would support you. Stay strong my brother. Sounds like its time for some new friends. This could be a good thing.~~John

[IBKleen]

You hang in there buddy!!!!

[Coolio Hernendez]

Yes i think i will change my #. There is no reason that i can't. I bet this would really get through to them.

Thanx guy's.

[Avalancheblanche]

People with problems are uncomfortable with people that get help and are good.  They see you doing what they should be doing.  It only increases the pain for them.  Try not to take it personal.  It has nothing to do with you.  Stay strong and maybe you will be an influence on them.  Maybe you should block thier numbers, or lose them.  It takes a strong person to do what you are doing.  BE PROUD

[toxictome]

It is a threat to people who are still using when someone around them gets clean...it makes them look at their own use and they usually don't like what they see.

Maybe it's time to change your phone #......

Hang in there man...its' tough with these monkeys(the drug man) hanging on your back!!
remeber...dig deep, find the strength!