I really want this. I am feeling better now :).
You will get better advice from those that attend regularly, but i did go for a month. I was terrified my first meeting and was only a day clean. The second I walked in, i felt comfortable and when i got my welcome keychain I got a bunch of hugs. If you cry then cry and if you don't want to say anything, you can just listen. There will probably be some other young people there too and finding those that you can relate to and WANT to be clean will do you good. This would be a GIANT step if you attended, but you can't leave us here either, hehe. Keep fighting Rasta, I can see you want this now:)
Peace to my lil hippie, lol.