Need 2 get clean.any ideas?

[midightsmackbenzo]

Please read my profile before u answer this question!
I have no veins left..i can't take struggling for up to 3hours to find a vein!
I can't do it!
On the 14th of every month i reeceive 60*30mgDalmane(Flurazepam)
and 180*10mg blueys Diazepam.
i have structured the use of my sleepers and blueys before....like 100mg diazepam a day and 90mg dalmane@night
but every time i try, i stay clean for a little while...the longest i've been clean is 24 months....
Suggestions welcome and very much needed. I can't wait 2 start my detox..ANY thing YOU think will help may make a big difference.
Keep your chins up guys and gals..Good Luck...

[GA Guy]

If you've been clean for 24 months before, then I think I should be taking advice from you. How did you do it that time? I would say that whatever you did then must have worked to a degree. I'd do it again and strive for 24 months plus one day. Just my two cents worth.

[midightsmackbenzo]

Thanx GA Guy..each time u detox it gets harder and harder.have u noticed that? I'm going to use the same method as before...just need to usse more tablets each time!
What i'm doing is swpping the pills for heroin..so my resistane 2 the benzos becomes low or nil...
This month I WON'T be swaapping them...I just need extra ideas like the vitamin drink thing...i-sotrine...never heard o it..
well signing of now..goig to bed and say my prayers
I'll be praying or all of you..please ask ur higher power2 help me 2? ta, midnightx

[justlikeyou]

after almost 17 years in 12 step meetings id say the people i have seen who stay sobre (and happy) are 2 types,

1. the people who are honest with themselves and others.

2. the people who spend a lot of time helping others live sobre.

im guessing if anyone can do both they would live in extasy.

somthing to do with self-less ness, getting out of ourselves, interacting with others who need help more than us.

self centred ness / self obsession /self pity is a big part of the problem imo.

doing positive rather than thinking negative,

i need to listen to my own advice more.......

thanks for making me think.

and good luck with your sobriety

[road2recovery]

VERY GOOD POST!!!
Thanks