Need to stop:(

[gizzy32]

I am sorry for letting you all down, but most of all I let myself down. I relapsed last night and haven['t stopped yet. I am going to try to tonight. This is so hard posting and I am so disgusted in myself, but I made the choice to use, I felt it coming. I am so sick now and surrender. Please forgive me please.

[wendy111]

i know you can do it.  you have been such a support to me. this place is so forgving and so supportive.  even during you hard days you are still helping us all.  we are all here for you.
wendy

[laurel453]

Do what you need to do , my friend, save your life at all costs.

[10356]

Hey Gizzy I'm glad you posted and I'm also grateful you will be laying your head on a pillow.. Ya know I back what sara says. You know what your triggers are so you are going to have to make the changes our this will continue.. You are worth so much more then what you are doing to yourself. Your a great guy with a big heart find room in it for your welfare ok.. warm hugs lesa

[j34]

Am happy that you are safe and have another day alive that is all we all have is just one day ,living in the moment helps me ,i know that if i focus to much in the past or the future i miss the beauty of the day clean also what helped me was to write about my relapse and then when i went to get loaded thinking i would only have one i had the letter that told me the real truth about addiction and where i really takes me , am here for you and liek i said thank god you are alive to give it another go...blessings j34

[feohmoon]

I have not been posting as much lately because I also feel shame and disappointment... Thank you for giving me the courage to actually say that...I am beating myself up and am feeling so depressed...I know everything I need to do and I am familiar (unfortunately) with detoxing so I feel that I can help some people with my insights and suggestions on what could make them more comfortable and help to get through their detox a little bit easier....but I feel like a fake (even though I have not claimed to have any clean time that I do not have) and a hypocrite...something that I am not.  
Addiction is such a difficult thing ... you are among friends here, friends who can completely understand your feelings - and your actions.  You are an essential part of this forum and I look forward to talking with you soon.
Tomorrow is a new day Giz and we can do this....Keep your head up friend (and we will too) -  and please forgive yourself....and move forward in the right direction....I will also try to take my own advice.
Peace and Love

[BrotherFrankie]

praying for ya..

no need to ask for forgiveness from us..