Hi,
I tried once again, and failed again. I am now back taking Fioricet with Codeine, Lortab and finished the Percs that I had. Since we moved to this state almost four years ago, I have been in a detox facilty 11 times, ER don't know how many times, and in a regular hospital three times to have special IV meds to help my irritated liver from all of the tylenol... In the past when I have had to go to ER, I just decide all of a sudden to take like 20-30 pills in a short period of time. I take a pill, pack something else in my overnight bag knowing that after I go to the ER, they will send me somewhere... I never wanted to kill myself, so why have I done this? Do I want attention? I get plenty from my loving family.... I am so confused...I have no job as I got laid off 13 months ago, and have no insurance. I would love to go to a 28 day live in rehab somewhere, but without insurance, my options are absolutely horrible.... also, my husband would have to stay home to watch our nine year old, which means he would not be bringing in any money....... I hate the cycle that I am in........thanks for listening......