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I have spoke to them and they said to wait til I get my back work done.When the time gets closer I would like to ask you some questions. Did they push the pellet part of their plan? I'll try to write again and hope you are around. Thanks.
Thanks for prompt reply. They were very nice on the phone to me. They just kept mentioning that pellet which I cannot afford. I'm worried about those first few days of withdrawl. I followed your posts and you seemed to do fine.I know everyone is different but I would like to hear more of your experience.When the time gets closer I will leave you my e-mail address.Thanks again.
Being tired, no energy and depression is one of the reasons I've gone back to taking the narcotics. I am currently slowly tapering off this time...which the doctor states will minimize the withdrawl symptoms. But, here it is, 3:00 AM and I feel horrible even taking the opiates. It feels as if I am just prolonging the inevitable by slowly tapering?
I feel like such a hypocrite as I wrote earlier and stated that "PATIENCE" is so important to recovery and that WE WILL GET BETTER OVER TIME. And here I am bitching again.
I've read through so many comments here and noticed tonight that it seems like I am taking enough drugs to kill a horse. I take three 40 mg tablets of Oxycontin (120 mg's) 3 times within a 24 hour period for a total of 360 mg's/day. Has anyone else taken this amount?
I emailed a Dr. Greenberg who emailed me back stating he wanted to talk to me on the phone and that I could benefit from the Rapid Opiate Detox process. I would have to fly to Canada to have this done, which I would but...it almost sounds too good to be true. Has anyone else here tried this process?
It's so wonderful to have this place available. Everyone's comments are so helpful and give me that extra bit of will power to keep going. I come back here so often in hopes of reading new replys and hoping that maybe someone has listed a question that I in turn may be able to help with.
Take Care ALL!
Mike
My doctor believes I am physically dependent upon the meds...and psychologically also to a degree but he knows I am sticking with his directions and not abusing the meds. Therefore he will give me up to 2 months of meds at a time. If I decide I do want to take more than perscribed I agreed to give the meds to someone else so they could dole them out to me.
I have a small baby and two other kids that need me. I don't like myself much anymore. Can you tell me about the addiction Specialist you went to see since we are both in New Jersey?
Thanks.
Hi, my name is Amy and i'm from NJ. I started taking 2-3 percocet a day about 5 years ago, and i'm ashamed to say that i now take 2 80mg Oxycontin and about "oh God, I don't even know how many lortab 10/500mg" probably about 10-12 a day, on top of the oxy's. How in God's name am I ever going to get off this stuff? Will someone please read this and please please get back to me? I'm 37 years old and everything in the world to live for. I lost my husband of 15 years in 1997. We had 1 child together a boy who's 7. I've met a wonderful man since my husbands death and I now have a gorgeous home and everything I ever dreamed of. I started taking the narc's due to severe migranes and a very bad back. I never thought my problem would esculate to this amount. My Dr. give's me oxy 80mg 2 every 12 hours. That's right, 2 80mg oxy's every 12 hours that's what it says right on the bottle. ANd he give's me Lortab 10/500 1-2 tab's every 4-6hrs as needed for pain. Now come on can anyone tell me why the hell i need to take this much narc's? It's crazy because i feel so normal! I get up in the morning and take 1 80mg oxy and 3-4 lortabs with my vitamans every morning just like clockwork. I function like normal and no one knows about this except my boyfriend, who has tried helping me by giving me alotted amounts for each day and hiding the bottle, but i would actually go through the house all day trying to find them and sneak more out. Needless to say, he figured out what i was doing and that did'nt work, Before i go anyfurther, i'm not sure I should, but I really need someone to confide in.
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME? I REALLY NEED TO TALK!!! THANKS I'LL GIVE MY E-MAIL ADDRESS WHEN I FEEL I SHOULD, I'M NOT SURE HOW THIS WORKS AS FAR AS TALKING TO SOMEONE ONE ON ONE OR DO I HAVE TO KEEP POSTING MY PROBLEM ON THIS SITE, PLEASE SOMEONE HELP AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!! THANKS AGAIN! AMY
Thanks so much for the information. I am tired of dealing with this. I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I tried to tell my husband last week but I realized I couldn't. A nurse I used to work with got busted for stealing Demerol (yes, injectable) for over a year. I felt so bad for her because she had to surrender her license that she's only had for two years. My husband told me he doesn't feel bad for her, that it's her fault she got addicted. I, on the other hand know she has no control, addiction is a disease like any other. There are so many doctors that will happily prescribe pain meds and then tell you no more and leave you hanging.
I feel if I could get someone to prescribe the Buprenex for me that I would be able to stop on my own. Unfortunately, no one cares. I am also at my wits end here. I only feel normal when I take the pain pills. I can't clean or take care of the kids unless I have at least one. I made some stupid mistakes with clouded judgement and now I am terrified. I can't afford to be sick for three to five days while I go through withdrawls. I am concerened about my reputation since I have so many friends that work at the hospital. I regret the day I had my first bout with severe kidney pain. They freely gave me pain meds and now they want to cut me off. I do feel I need them but now I am stuck with the possibility of getting no more ever. My primary who told me that she is concerned and wants to help me won't return my phone calls but she called my surgeon and told him that she thinks I am an addict.
I am supposed to have my kidney out soon but I am putting it off. They told me that they would give me only Motrin famiuly for pain which I am allergic to. I had a tubal in February and was in pain for weeks. I cannot go and have the surgery, removing an entire organ and be left to suffer with pain. If the Toradol does work for the pain it will leave me with horrible abdominal pain, vomiting and diarreah.
Should I go to a new doctor at a new hospital and see if someone will be willing to help me? I've thought about going to see someone and just laying the cards on the table. I want to talk to a new doctor with a clean slate without interference from my past doctors. I am scared of being labeled a "drug seeker" for life. I am not a drug seeker, I am just in incredible pain. Unfortunately, I made a terrible mistake in an effort to be pain free and now I may be lost and alone. My pharmacy has a lot to do with this as well. I have terrible panic attacks at the thought of going to the doctor or a pharmacy.
Thanks for listening everyone. If you have any advice for me, please help if you can. And Amy, maybe you and I could talk since we are both in New Jersey. BTW, that's another thing...I went out west to visit my mom and was able to stop taking everything for six days. Then I got a horrible infection and got right back on it. Once I got back to NJ I started back with the anxiety and began using frequently again. Anyone feel free to e-mail me. ***@****
Thanks and hugs to all of you...
Lizzy
How are you doing today? I would really like to talk with you. Please e-mail me @ ***@****.
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Thanks again, take care and good luck
Amy
I spoke with her briefly yesterday & she was doing OK...I hope nothing has changed but I will also try & contact her..She is a strong person & I am happy she is in my life...Take care..
Sandi
its a strange world not being on the oxycotin but I also hurt like HELL!! I want to go back to the oxycotin but I am afraid of going through this AGAIN!! How long will the withdraw last?
anyone know?