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You or I could die at anytime and don't really even care or we would have been in the hospital a long time ago. Save yourself before you OD and end up in ER and they may or may not be able to save you. I have already been there and lost 30% of my liver to the medications and spent the next 4 days unconscious in the hospital remembering nothing except my parents mourning me because they really thought I would have to go dialysis because my liver was so bad.
Don't do that far. There are alot of good programs out there and your doctor will be more than willing to help you find one and clear it with your insurance for you.
Because I know how horrible this is, my email is ***@**** if you need to talk or just want to let someone who cares know how you are doing.
Charlotte
I appreciate you taking time to write and your kind words!
Unfortunately a 30 day program is totally out of the question for me for several reasons. I know finding a doc or a program is the "book" answer, but that just will not work. Somehow I must find a way to deal with this myself. I did try to speak with a doc and found there is probably no doctor in the state of Florida who would help me by providing enough of this medicine to help me cut back, which is what I must do. I tried telling a doc I was taking 1/2 of what I really was and he didnt believe me. But I really am and still functioning. Im just scared I have no idea how to cut back and cannot take the withdrawal. What a rotten position to be in.
I wish you success with your program. I am sorry you had some damage to your liver - hope that can rebuild itself (can it?).
By the way, MS Cotin is one of the brands of morphine and 100 mg is a pretty big dose! Oxycontin is a different medicine - oxycodone in a time release pill. There is not a generic for Oxycotin at this time. Oxycodone is the drug used in Percocet or percodan pills, but those also have tylenol or aspirin, where oxycontin does not. And ocycontin is a lot more of the drug - percocet has 5MG where oxycontin comes in 10 to 80MG doses per pill.
Its probably the tylenol that is hutring your liver. If you have to take something I would avoid anything with tylenol in it if at all possible as that is tough on the liver.
Take care,
Yoda
Take care,
Yoda
Take care,
Yoda
You have to get over your fears, yellowbug. This isn't life. We're wasting away. I am refusing to give up.
I am doing what I have to do to get over this. I take three Xanax before work.
When I get home, I either drink until my body is numb or I will smoke marijuana and take more Xanax. (normally I don't smoke marijuana- this is for medicinal purposes only)
It doesn't make it go away. It just helps.
Try weaning off slowly. Slowly incorporate other things (as long as you recongnize that it won't be a permanant replacement) Do EVERYTHING you can to remain calm. Stay around positive people, punch your pillows. Stab then with a knife if you have to.
I AM GOING INSANE RIGHT NOW, but I know there is an end to this hell.
I realize drinking, smoking and taking Xanax is not exactly healthy, but it is a way.
I am certain that those of us addicted are all in a similar frame of mind.
Don't let yourself lose to this addiction. I know I won't.
You know what pisses me off? These doctors know and have always known exactly how utterly addicting OC is. Yet they have no understanding for their patients. I don't know a single person on it that takes the correct dosage.
And with that, I must say adieu and retreat to my bedroom. My pillows await.
I thought I would find you here. I never thank you properly for pointing me in the right direction. I too came in the forum thru the "back door". It was you who showed me how to go out and make my new post, my OWN post. I thank you and since I do not see you very often, I repay the favor by directing anyone I possibly can.
Big Hugs..........
P.S. Welcome to the forum all! You are posting in an old thread, and it will get lost quickly. I do not want you to feel as though no one is answering you. So, go to the bottom of the page. Hit the "back to the forum butoon", Click on the blue button up top on the left that says "post a question". Read the instructions and post your very own question. there are good people here who can help you, and will. Hope to see your posts!
If anyone knows what the symptoms are please share them with me. Also, he has blurred vision, and dark urine. He was born with one kidney. He won't go to a doctor.
1. Many vitamins especially multi's n potassium and magnesiam,
2. take warm showers, also have som1 rub ur legs, I no my girlfriend doin it helps
3. There is no painless way to quit, thats the main prob, people are week so as soon as they feel that pain, they think they need more, NO!! NO NO! jus fight it it is possible.
4.Tell som1, hiding it makes it worse, trust me.
I no i may be only 19 but trust me this will work, every1 in my family is in the medical busi. and they said this is one of the best ways at home, im doin it now, and im on about 200 mg a day, the pain is bad but u can do it, my dad quit, the whole reason i got on OC n things was i was surronded by oxy addict parents. my dad was eatin 6 80 mg's 4-5 times daily and he did this, u can do it all! If u all need support i can help ya out n support
www.myspace.com/lil_mark_816
This post is 8 years old and I am fairly certain these folks are not here anymore. If you want to come into the forum, go tot the top of this page and hit the post a question button. You can copy and paste what you said here. Hope to see you out in the forum!
Yoda
I'm on day 5 of Cold Turkey and I told my family of my Vic addition and that I am trying to kick the habit but feel too ashamed to tell them I've been taking THEIR pills so I'm just sticking to the Vicodin story for now.
Anyway, The first 3 days were pure HELL and here in day 5 I have better times and worse times as my body (and more my mind) keep telling me to "just take ONE for now and then get back to none later"
I refuse to do that so my wife has taken all my pills and hidden them and has been instructed not to give me any unless I'm convulsing on the floor and she is considering calling 911.
So far up to day 5 my body just hurts, I have mild shaking, mild twitches, headache, muscle aches no energy or ambition and generally feel really crappy but I'm going to do this. I HAVE TO.
All those pills were killing me and I know it!!!!
Like the TV adds used to say...."Just Do It"!
My Doctor told me to cut down gradually. So i'm doing 30mg for a week then 20mg for a week 10mg etc.
I'm surprisingly still feeling a bit uncomfortable though. My main complaints would be lack of sleeping soundly or for 7-8 hours straight. I seem to sleep for 2-3 hours then i'm wide awake.
Also I just feel like I can't fully relax. Kinda like i'm constantly toe tapping, even though i'm not, to the point that my legs actually start to ache!! Leg rubs would help.
Any way good luck everyone, be strong cause you can do it!!
Merry Christmas!!
Ross