i luv this freedom

[gunn73]

it s been long i haven t posted so here i am again on 133rd day. and if i wouldn t have messed it up few months back it would ve been 11 month clean time. but i guess it s ok. i learned how easy it is to get back onto drugs. it s all over for me..... i don t get creepy feeling any more which i hated the most. cos pain can be bared but creepy crawlies.  
and thank u all. u ve all been such wonderful support.
i luv u all
gunnu

[clean_in_ks]

How inspiring!  I don't know you from previous posts as I didn't even know how to participate in a forum when I found this site.
I am 99 days clean......applaud you for getting back on the horse that "rides forward".
I am a lover of little "ditties" (sayings if you will).  One of the many things I read during the day is a flip over meditation deal that has a serious thought at the top and then usually a funny one at the bottom.  
The one I thought of when I read your post was "Lord help me to get UP, I can fall DOWN on my own".
Thanks for sharing with us!  You help and encourage us all.

[kyle505]

You're on day 133 clean. You relapsed, but you hunkered down and are back. Yeah - you're wise enough. Got your PhD in kick butt.

[gunn73]

hey man
don t know if i m wise enough but would be very happy if i could inspire some1
and thanx all of u for all the luv
gunnu

[kyle505]

Good to hear from you again, and congrats on fantastic clean time. We all screw up; some recover and move on, some fall in to their own self pity.
I'm glad to see you moving on.
Don't be a stranger; the forum needs your wisdom and insight.

[mary577]

This is great news!  Congratulations!.   I am about three weeks behind you.
Being off of pills is wonderful!

[atthebeach]

Hi gunn, wow what an awesome update. I  very proud of you and so very happy for you. It is great to hear from you. Keep fighting the good fight. Be vigilant and cautious. Keep moving forward.
Continued prayers and blessings,
Debbie

[dominosarah]

It is so nice to hear from you gunn!!  Congrats on your clean time and taking back the control of your life.  You sound fantastic!!!  Now dont be a stranger!

[pitbullmom]

im sooo happy for u i remenber how much u struggled!!!

[Fireby29]

Awesome!  Keep going, your doing great.  So good to hear this, I was wondering how you were doing.

Bryan

[SunnysideUP27]

Congrats Gunn. I am about a week behind you and it feels great! I did the same thing. Just over 4 months ago I relapsed for about 3 weekends straight. That made me start counting all over again! But I had to , my mind made me..... I would have been 9 months clean if I didnt relapse. Good luck!

[cleanguy]

133... nice job! Truly something to be proud of... i am going to post the same when I hit that incredible milestone!

[littlebit667]

I am so happy for you!  Keep fighting the fight!  You are so worth it!!!