Day 3 hope is there

[Missy31]

Hey everyone I am on day 3 felt really bad this morning when first awoke (anyone reads my journal entry you'll see the drama) I am feeling better though just can't seem to keep my feet from freezing and its like the rest of my body is sorta hot. I have been taking a the liquid multi vit and eating lots of banannas didn't fall asleep to easily last night and then still awoke around 4 but atleast I did get some sleep. I am just wondering could tomorrow be the turning point ya know after notorioius day 3 I am just so hoping its all smooth sailing from here as far as being physically sick, I know the mental challenges are here and are going to be a daily battle. Last night I was really feeling down and just real anxious this is just so hard, I just think I will be able to handle things better once I am physically feeling better. Anyone found that to be the case?

[Firefaery1023]

You can do this, stick with it.  We are all here for you.  Remember I am on day 3 too and feeling the same **** as you.  Good luck.  Guess what an hour and a half and then you are up to day 4.  Time flies when you keep yourself busy.

[Missy31]

Well in that case I'm giving it the finger best advise LOL I am just looking for ward to next weekend when its has been a whole week and I can look back and say YES its pretty nice outside here so I think I may take a walk in a little while in hopes getting soem fresh air will be nice. Thank you all

[beentrying2quit]

OMG!!!  I swore I would never use that phrase but I just did.  Cookie.....your comment about not knowing what to do is EXACTLY what I am doing....at least I'm not the only one.  I was freaking out this morning trying to decide what to do with my day, what I was going to have for lunch, pissed off that the sun was not shining, my list could go on.

Missy....although we are all different I'm guessing we are all the same when it comes to his detox thing.  Usually days 4-7 are filled with anger, confusion, anxiety, doubts and stress,  I'm on day 5 and cant make a decision to save my soul.  I too wake up around 3-4am with body aches and pains but I undestand that this too shall pass.  

Keep going, fight the cravings and in a few weeks you will feel like a new person.  My motto is....

GIVE IT THE FINGER!!

[Missy31]

Yeah my tolerance was because I was getting to where the 10 wasn't giving me that euphoric feeling any more. I even think one time I may have over done it becasue I started feeling very weird like I was seriously going to pass out and extremely nauseus and vomiting and then I laid down and went to sleep. It scared the *** out of me and thats when I said enough is enough my life is WAY MORE important then this fake happy these little pills give. I am lucky I know because I am doing this in the early stages, but it is still hard and I am so happy to have found all you guys! Thanks

[Mikeinthesouth]

it is hang in there your right where you are supposed to be repaying the demons for the release from you r worries whatever release you still go from it which I'm sure your tolerance was high and the euphoria was limited anymore. Hang in there wer'e all here for you and doing it with you.

[Missy31]

I was taking 10/650 hydor for about 2 months. I was taking about 10 a day. I am doing CT I took my last to pills Thursay around 3:00 pm yes I am hoping dopwnhill in the good way!

[sickcookie]

You are doing well even if ya do not feel that way.Yes the anxiety also kicked in for me ,everything was surreal and my body and mind were racing ,I could not figure out what I should be doing.Try to occupy mind with silly tv or go for a walk it does help.Or take anther bath or just keep reading posts it really helps keeping your mind from playing tricks,it will become your new addiction.Nobody can say exactly when it changes but it will pass.Just keep strong and focused it is so worth it.Your doing great,eveyday gets easier

[Mikeinthesouth]

Hello, I would not say smooth sailiong for me but a might bit better. Clarity even just a lil since I have not had it in a while seems so good. Hang in there. You doing it c/t?? If u don't mind what r u withdrawing from?? Could be different for all as in how much and how long. Hopefully day 3 will be the top of the mountain for ya an downhill in a goodway for u the rest of your ride to reality..... Cheers

[electguy]

Hey, I'm on day 9.  I did take a 7.5 yesterday but only one.  Day 4 is alot better than 3.  I wish i hadnt taken that one yesterday but it happened.  The physical part is almost over but the mental fight I guess takes alot longer.  Stay on the vitamins even when you start to feel a little better.  I cut all ties I had to buying them on the street so I cant go get one when I feel like it anymore.  There  arent anymore in the house so mayber I can make it another 9 days.  When you start to feel better try to stay busy and keep your mind occupied.  Good Luck