Pills are ruining my life. Help!

[tramadollover1234]

I finally flushed them last night and feel so sick today. I can't continue this. I'm becoming someone I don't even know anymore. I lie I steal. It's horrible but feels good to get it off my chest. I feel like I'll never be happy again or enjoy things. Can someone give me words of encouragement? Yes I'll be going to AA when I feel better. I'm sad and lonely

[BearsFan1966]

Do not be scared this will hold you back, instead be happy (I know easier said than done) have a positive attitude! A positive attitude helps so much to make it easier to deal with.Look forward to the things you can do and how much better life will be! No more chasing the pill around...You can do this and I am here for you! Take it one minute, one hour, one day at a time!

[tramadollover1234]

Thank you so much. I'm so scared. I want off soooo bad. I am beyond shamed and feel sick to my stomach because of it

[BearsFan1966]

I totally know what you are going threw. Tramadol is one of the hardest meds to come off of because of the anti-depressant in them! Make sure you drink lots of water, Gatorade, get some Imodium and make yourself eat. Even if it is just crackers. Get outside as much as possible for the vit d helps a lot. This is going to be hard but with the help on here you can do it! Just keep posting it really helps to get things out....I wish you the best of luck and we are here for you!

[tramadollover1234]

Please someone? Anyone?