Please I need someone to talk to now

[bigcali83]

It's 1am on day 2 of no lorcets I want to go get some pills
Really bad. God, I just want some rest and its waiting for me a few
Miles up the road. I need help.

[Baker3336]

Music helped me too. The nights will be worse than the days but you can do it..

[bigcali83]

thanks you guys. im feeling better today. i think tonight is gonna suck again though. at work now. i found that asprin, good music, and good ganja helps alot. i know that some of you dont agree with the marijuana but it helps me. to each his own right? music is really helping me silly right?

[pillsnomore]

PERFECTLY said ImDONENoMore =)  Thats exactly the TRUTH TOO

[ImDONENoMore]

pillsnomore is right - each day your body is healing although it may not feel like that yet.  And you'll probably experience better "moments" (i.e. minutes, hours) at first until they turn into full days where you're feeling better.  That's what they mean by "non-linear" recovery - the feeling better doesn't just happen all at once.  It begins small and continues to build with time as long as you're not using.  You have to just keep a level of "blind" faith right now and trust that time will heal you.  And it WILL.  :)

[pillsnomore]

You will have better days then other... But just think everyday that passes will get better and better!!! Im on day 12 clean, and Im still having troubles with sleep issues! The aches and pains, and physical WD's are gone.. But Im still seeing my nights are alittle tuffer!!! Just know my first 2-4 days were very uncomfortable, and everyday after that gets alittle better!!! You can do this... Why go back now!!! Its SOOOOO much more rewarding in the end =)

[bigcali83]

well i didnt get any pills last night. i actually passed out around 2:30 a.m. i still feel ****** though. is tonight gonna be better? i feel better now then last night. but yesterday i felt ok then night came and it got a million times worse. i have to work all day and tomorrow too. i need to know if this is gonna get better or not.

[pillsnomore]

BrotherFrankie- Your words are ALWAYS sooooo inspiring!!!!

bigcali83- You can TOTALLY do this!!! Just stay strong!!! If you don't give in to those temptations, you will SOON reach that turning point!!! EVERYDAY only gets better and better.... Why go back and start all over again!!! You will see you will be a MUCH stronger person, after this..... Keep your head up! You can DO THIS:)

[BrotherFrankie]

This is what i tell some folks

Some addicts accept Death as an inconvenience to their lifestyle, some addicts are not afraid of Death, they are afraid to live without drugs.

[addicted_at40]

Hey I know exactly what ur going thru. I am on day 2 of no opiates and as much as it ***** right now, I know its going to get better. So we just have to hang tough and muddle through so we can escape this evil demon and get it out of our lives forever! Let's lean on eachothers sboulders for support to get us through this rough *** time.

[dominosarah]

You keep fighting with everything that you have.  Try and be positive, tell yourself you WILL get thru this.  

[addicted_at40]

Hey I know exactly what ur going thru. I am on day 2 of no opiates and as much as it ***** right now, I know its going to get better. So we just have to hang tough and muddle through so we can escape this evil demon and get it out of our lives forever! Let's lean on eachothers sboulders for support to get us through this rough *** time.

[Baker3336]

It was the worst time in my life too, you don't want to do it ever again. Your on day 2..tomorrow will be day 3 and you'll be close to a turning point. If ya go get some pills, your 2 days will be wasted and you'll just have to do it again eventually. Just try to think positive thoughts, your doing this for the better even though it seems like your putting yourself through hell. Stay strong.

[Baker3336]

Hang in there. I thought it might get worse for ya. I posted on your earlier post. I know how bad it *****. The night time is even worse.  It will get better, I found that by 4 or 5 in the morning I would be able to sleep for a couple hours or so then when I woke up it would be just a bit better. Just get through til morning and you'll feel like you really accomplished something and you'll be a little stronger. You'll want to keep fighting it. Like I said I had a script waiting for me for 120 and I just didn't go get it..try using a heating pad on some of your aches drink some nite time teas, I wish there was something else I could tell ya but you just have to go through it. It took a while for your body to become dependent on the stuff, it takes a little time to regulate itself back to normal. Keep at it. Good luck. Keep posting. Somebody is always on the forums.

[gnarly_1]

HEY Dude hang in there.....this ant ez but its worth the pain and agony to be free of the ball and chain try to stay bizzy it helps and im a firm believer that this is a battle one or lost in ones own mind....do your best to keep a positive attitude and remember it like ketching the flu in a few days you will start to feel better force the fluids a hot bath will help with the aches and pains as well as the anxiety stick with up here we will support you the best we can.....we do home detoxes here every day.....read some of the other posts I found it therapeutic when I went threw it....your in acute withdrawal now it probably wont get worst but the lack of sleep will make it seam like it does we all want to see you succeed good  luck and God bless....Gnarly
btw idf you believe in God prayer helps    

[bigcali83]

Dominosarah thank you for replying

[bigcali83]

My body hurts so bad. Baths aren't helping, nothing is.
Ive never felt this horrible in my life

[dominosarah]

Using is not an option here.  I know the sleep thing is hard to deal with but you will get back to normal sleep patterns.  Try and take a warm bath or shower.  You need to try and relax.  You can do this!