I am an alcoholic. I was treated with upwards of 150mg of Oxycodone (controlled release and immediate release)after multiple surgeries, all while on Clonazepam 3mg daily (ten years) and Clonidine Patch for blood pressure. For about a year, I am down to maximum of 30mg Oxycodone a day but escalated my Clonazepam in the last six (up to 10mg day, occassionally), have had episodic alcohol relapses (last one three days ago 400mg Vodka). Started Disulfuram today. I want to get clean and have a support system with NA & AA. It will not be easy and just stopping meds would be lethal. Inpatient is not an option. My fear is great. I have to remain functional. Any ideas where to start.