I had no idea you'd been through so much. I admire you for surviving with your spirit and sense of humor intact. I'm contantly amazed at what people endure just to hang on to the gift of life on more day ...
hey there,,,,,where ya'll been hiding? LOL was wondering about you......are you stealing all of Ohio's warm weather? we are so cold and wet,,,yuk hey still find reason to eat al the food for our annual picnic....LOL so we eat in the garage or the house but we still have the picnic,,,,every year the weather is lousy..have a great day love cin
Man alive.......no pun intended! Thank you for sharing your story, and this might be a good thing to do when you start a group. We have a lot in common, only you give new meaning to "there's always someones else worse off than, you!" I've only heard that a few hundred times. Anyway, I was also involved in a mva accident years ago, and had over 28 broken bones(doctors,just stopped counting), and I was literally on my death bed bleeding uncontrollably. I had a massive pelvic hematoma. Also, it took them several hours to cut me from the vehicle, and I was also air lifted to a hospital. Given only a few more minutes,and I would have gone into shock or coma due to the loss of blood. I belive a total of 11 units in a weeks time. My pastor prayed along side my bed, because there was nothing that dr's could do for me, and my family prepared for the worst. Then, the bleeding just subsided. A miracle from above, I believe. Your story gave me chills, and brought back memories of my own. you have come to a very good place. Eventhough things got off to a rocky start, you'll be most glad in discovering this place. If your interested go to the thread titled Narcotics for chronic pain(to spare everyone the details again) and click here(i don't know how to make it a hot link) to read some of the ordeals i've had to endure:Comment By: on Tuesday, April 17, 2001
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You may find this site interesting, and there are a lot of people that you can relate too, I also belong to other groups RE: chronic pain, if there is anything I can do, let me know.
Many Blessing to you, and yours:
Angelica(formerly annie)
Hi. Thanks everyone for trying to help me with my daughter. I can't lie to you and say I'm not worried. But I know this is the only way she's ever going to listen. I don't want her to go to jail for 3 years and I've talked to her about getting admitted to rehab for help so they can see she wants to change. Whatever happens I know she needs help and I pray she gets it. But I know I can't do this for her.I talked with her and told her she isn't getting anymore pills on loan or otherwise from me ever again. I'm asking God to help me stand by this. She has a way of manipulating me. Cindi has shared her story with me and it is so helpful from a daughters view. Brighty has shared her daughters story with me and ,again,very helpful to me.Angelica and Wizard are always there to help with words of hope. Thomas is the wise owl I've grown to trust for insight on these drugs and hope for even the most addicted. So,please know how much I appreciate you all. I know there are others that have given me advice too and I don't mean to leave out anyone. I thank you all.Some of us converse more than others and I can recall these easy. I'm only 44 but I have a short memory. Not alzheimers,just oldtimers,as my brothers jokes.
God Bless,
Kerrie
There is a tea you can buy at GNC. It's pretty expensive, like $34.95, anyway if you drink a gallon of it over a few hours, it's supposed to change your unrine screen. How do I know this? My exhusband is a former police detective, and I've had a few friends swear by it. Good Luck. Love Susan
Hi guys,,,,so far my brand new shiny computer is ok,,,some **** with a motmon program causes AOL to freeze...26 bucks a month for aol...i'm looking into other internet thingys...you know what I mean LOL anyway Thomas did you ever hear of cranberry juice doing the trick? i have a firend who was bound and determined to pass an employment test..now here in Ohio the pre employment tests do not have to be with somone watching, i am not sure about probation..when I was on probation my PO never watched me but...anyway my friend bought a kit from GNC and drank this stuff, he ended up calling me at work,,,,shitting his brains out and then when it turned into all water coming out his butt he was so dehydrated he had no urine to pee out....he was a mess..turns out this stuff was literally a laxative they use to prep you before colonoscopys etc....then he decided to ok.. are ya ready for this? have a "clean friend" urinate in a condom,,,,tie the condom up put it in hot water to keep the urine warm,, take it to the testing place in his pocket and when the time came dump the urine in the specimen container...and voila,,,it worked....NO, before I get blasted from anyone, I am not encouraging anyone to do this,,,that is not my point I am just totally amazed at the things people do to beat the system....I just never used while on probation and my urines were always clean plus the fact that 3 months after I was put on probation I got pregnant....incentive for me....believe me hon, I am not judging your daughter,,,she has a problem and we know this,,,,my heart goes out to her, as I know what it is like to be the addict that still suffers...I was there....in time sweety this precious daughter of yours will come around as did Brighty's daughter and my mother's daughter.....when she is ready....perhaps paying the consequences may be enough I don't knwo but you mentioned that she is looking at three years for 1st offense? in Mahoning County in Ohio we have drug court where non-violent offenders looking a jailtime can get treatment etc....it is an alternate and it really works they have a graduation ceremony for those that complet the program and the success rate is awesome.,,,I was considered a 1st time offender because my first time I was caught "diverting" they did not press charges....but I had 6 felonies for theft of narcotics, and they threw in 6 counts of deception to obtain a dangerous drug, also felonies and I was facing 18 months on EACH count....I was looking at Marysville, a women's prison here AKA known as Johnny mop alley...not for me babe....Hang in there and May God be with you love to all cindi