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Restless Legs and Arms
How long will the restless legs and arms keep on while going through withdrawals? UGH! That's one of the worst parts for me. Has any body experienced that, too? If so, what worked for you -- or did you just have to suffer through it?
P.S. -- I love all of you. We are all special and unique, with so much to offer to the world. Even though things get crazy and opinions may differ about this thing we call addiction----we are all in this together and need all the support we can get. This place is great and I am here for any of you. Anybody that needs anything -- just let me know. LOVE TO YOU!
P.S. -- I love all of you. We are all special and unique, with so much to offer to the world. Even though things get crazy and opinions may differ about this thing we call addiction----we are all in this together and need all the support we can get. This place is great and I am here for any of you. Anybody that needs anything -- just let me know. LOVE TO YOU!
12 days clean today.... I still don't feel so good at night but each day is better...my mind is clear...everyone is telling me that they have never seen someone change so much 12 days...I
Goldie52:
Hey! Don't give up hope! There are people here like you, and yes, it is comforting to know this--after all, we are not human beings on a spiritual journey, but spiritual beings on a human journey...
It has taken me many months/years to come to terms with my addiction. I'm a "pillhead" and am also in chronic pain. It does get easier. Day by day you will feel more at ease than the day before... The withdrawals are horrendous. I would be lying if I said they weren't. I was taking Oxycontin (about 3-400 mgs a day) for my back,(and pleasure) and I know the struggles that we put ourselves through mentally. We "need" them but don't "want" them.
Cold turkey withdrawal is the only way to go for some people. I know that I could not "taper" down. If I had pills in my possession, I did not stand a chance of controlling the "tapering method." It really doesn't seem like you'll make it while you're going through it. You go through a lot of Why me's, the self-pity ****, but you get over it. Time really does heal. The first time that I quit, I took Buprenex--it does help. Maybe there's a possibility of something along these lines?
You know, "they" say that only a percentage of us get addicted to our meds (being pain patients and all); but it's more complicated than that--and we all know it!
CT includes cold sweats, tossing 'n turnin, depression, malaise, shaking hands, body, for that matter.
You are not a loser or a coward. You are a brave being. It takes a lot to admit you have a problem much less act on it! Just remember: It's not brave if you are not scared! I can soooooo relate to your situation when you say that it's not fair to your family. We must not let ourselves put ourselves down; it's as toxic as the pills. Our families do need us to "be there," I for one spent too much time not "being there." Not only do painkillers kill pain, but everything else in between.
You will get through this, alive and kicking. I've been off for a month now, for the 2nd time, and am more determined than ever to be off them for good. I used to think about how it was gonna be to "live". Narcotics seem to be able to take over the thinking for us.
Best wishes to all of you out there! I do pray for us all; and He listens if We allow Him! When you say that you can't live like this, please be comforted to know that no one can sanely. I'll be content if my experience can be of help to you. I used to think that MAYBE I could handle a "few," well, I tried AND failed! I've been on them for over two years and I can't "handle" them even though I've been off them for over a month. It's just not a possibility for me at this point.
However, there are meds out there to help you through withdrawals, I just hope that you have a VERY understanding doc. My doc was downright mean about the whole thing, but then again I did put it on myself. Doctors in general are usually pretty understanding if you're downight truthful about it--they SHOULD help. Like with bennies, valium, xanas, ativan--use them only as a crutch for so long or else you'll just be in the same boat; and no one wants to "see" that.
Love to All, Laur
Hey! Don't give up hope! There are people here like you, and yes, it is comforting to know this--after all, we are not human beings on a spiritual journey, but spiritual beings on a human journey...
It has taken me many months/years to come to terms with my addiction. I'm a "pillhead" and am also in chronic pain. It does get easier. Day by day you will feel more at ease than the day before... The withdrawals are horrendous. I would be lying if I said they weren't. I was taking Oxycontin (about 3-400 mgs a day) for my back,(and pleasure) and I know the struggles that we put ourselves through mentally. We "need" them but don't "want" them.
Cold turkey withdrawal is the only way to go for some people. I know that I could not "taper" down. If I had pills in my possession, I did not stand a chance of controlling the "tapering method." It really doesn't seem like you'll make it while you're going through it. You go through a lot of Why me's, the self-pity ****, but you get over it. Time really does heal. The first time that I quit, I took Buprenex--it does help. Maybe there's a possibility of something along these lines?
You know, "they" say that only a percentage of us get addicted to our meds (being pain patients and all); but it's more complicated than that--and we all know it!
CT includes cold sweats, tossing 'n turnin, depression, malaise, shaking hands, body, for that matter.
You are not a loser or a coward. You are a brave being. It takes a lot to admit you have a problem much less act on it! Just remember: It's not brave if you are not scared! I can soooooo relate to your situation when you say that it's not fair to your family. We must not let ourselves put ourselves down; it's as toxic as the pills. Our families do need us to "be there," I for one spent too much time not "being there." Not only do painkillers kill pain, but everything else in between.
You will get through this, alive and kicking. I've been off for a month now, for the 2nd time, and am more determined than ever to be off them for good. I used to think about how it was gonna be to "live". Narcotics seem to be able to take over the thinking for us.
Best wishes to all of you out there! I do pray for us all; and He listens if We allow Him! When you say that you can't live like this, please be comforted to know that no one can sanely. I'll be content if my experience can be of help to you. I used to think that MAYBE I could handle a "few," well, I tried AND failed! I've been on them for over two years and I can't "handle" them even though I've been off them for over a month. It's just not a possibility for me at this point.
However, there are meds out there to help you through withdrawals, I just hope that you have a VERY understanding doc. My doc was downright mean about the whole thing, but then again I did put it on myself. Doctors in general are usually pretty understanding if you're downight truthful about it--they SHOULD help. Like with bennies, valium, xanas, ativan--use them only as a crutch for so long or else you'll just be in the same boat; and no one wants to "see" that.
Love to All, Laur
rodewc
Hey thanx for the thought. I didnt have shots the other day but I am going back Monday to have lots of needles stuck in my back and left shoulder. Sounds like fun 'ey?
But other than that I am just groovy!
Twiceaintnice, Austin? Home to SRV, my hero! U R lucky!
Peace to all this rainy dreary night! Bill in Bama!
We Miss You Mikey! I can hear him now.............
Hey thanx for the thought. I didnt have shots the other day but I am going back Monday to have lots of needles stuck in my back and left shoulder. Sounds like fun 'ey?
But other than that I am just groovy!
Twiceaintnice, Austin? Home to SRV, my hero! U R lucky!
Peace to all this rainy dreary night! Bill in Bama!
We Miss You Mikey! I can hear him now.............
HI everybody.(No pun intended) Thanks for the reply the other day. I appreciated it. A little over four weeks. I can tell you that after so many years using the one thing I know is time does not stand still and all through my last ct I just knew it would get better. The main reason is I found this forum. The wd was awful, but after I got that **** out I NEVER thought I would have any energy again. I was depressed and out of it BUT I came here and read and read and took in what I could. Time continued to move on and lo and behold, I feel pretty good today, and better every day. When I crave I come here and read. As an active member of Aww I am so happy just to even be able to come here. As for all here too, think of how special we are to have each other. We are never alone. I know this sounds sappy but it is so cool to know it can be done.Happy fathers day dads! And as for RLS, I still get them and think of it as a weird reminder that I should start exercising, yea right haha. Have a safe journey...Love Aww from Austin!
I too remember you well. I remember your nickname, SouthernBelle. and at that time, I had begun reading here. Yours were among the first posts I remember well. I followed them closely because you were considering quitting, and I had Just started thinking about trying to quit also. The last time I remember your posting was right before you were to go on a road trip (in Feb?) for work. I am glad you are back with stellar results. I had wondered how you were.
I finally did "quit" and so far, so good. I am not sure, like Jerri, that I had what is known as classic RLS, but my knees had enormously deep-deep aches, and that alone kept me awake and achy all night, every night. I was able to soak in the bath during the day, but at night I had to use heating pads (and baby powder) in order to keep my family from waking. I felt I had been selfish enough with my habit, so I tried to be considerate when I worked on kicking it. It was at that time that I remember Thomas03 said that the term "kicking it" had come from RLS. I recently read that again (here?), and it does make sense.
The best day for me in my mental outlook, recovery, and optimism was Day 5. I was euphoric, energetic and also got some sleep. After, and since Day 5, I have had achy knees (some) and cravings, but I hope to not repeat the initial Hell. I still continue the THhomas Recipe and regular exercise. If I do succumb to using, I hope I am able to do as you, Mystere, and get right back with it, and Stop. I hope you guys have a pleasant time in the Gulf and that "out of sight is out of mind" (with Hydro Desires)
Welcome back, SBelle, and all who struggle daily. It was good to see yr hello, Peaz but distressing to read of marital blahs. Marriage is a lot like battling drugs. I feel like (know that) I don't do my part in my relationship and have vowed to work harder. If I worked as hard on my marriage as I had worked to keep myself with a supply of pills, well.... enough said.
The puppy is vvvvv sick today, lethargic and diarrhea (sp) I took it upon myself to give her 4 Imodium AD (maximim allowed, accoring to the pkg. directions, the kids' dosage). I had fed the puppy table scraps Weds. night, but this sickness started early yesterday (Thurs.) AM. I limited her to small amounts of Puppy Chow, which she barely touched. I am worried about her, and tho this may be a people drug forum, I would appreciate any drugs/treatments for a lethargic dog with the runs. It is sad when someone, even an animal, can't communicate "what hurts"
Happy Father's Day to the fathers and happy weekend to all. Bmac, hope your day went well. Reading between the lines, it sounded like you had a doctor's visit that may have hurt? I hope you had no shots. I hate shots as much as a dentist. Zzzzz (drill)
-r-w-c
I finally did "quit" and so far, so good. I am not sure, like Jerri, that I had what is known as classic RLS, but my knees had enormously deep-deep aches, and that alone kept me awake and achy all night, every night. I was able to soak in the bath during the day, but at night I had to use heating pads (and baby powder) in order to keep my family from waking. I felt I had been selfish enough with my habit, so I tried to be considerate when I worked on kicking it. It was at that time that I remember Thomas03 said that the term "kicking it" had come from RLS. I recently read that again (here?), and it does make sense.
The best day for me in my mental outlook, recovery, and optimism was Day 5. I was euphoric, energetic and also got some sleep. After, and since Day 5, I have had achy knees (some) and cravings, but I hope to not repeat the initial Hell. I still continue the THhomas Recipe and regular exercise. If I do succumb to using, I hope I am able to do as you, Mystere, and get right back with it, and Stop. I hope you guys have a pleasant time in the Gulf and that "out of sight is out of mind" (with Hydro Desires)
Welcome back, SBelle, and all who struggle daily. It was good to see yr hello, Peaz but distressing to read of marital blahs. Marriage is a lot like battling drugs. I feel like (know that) I don't do my part in my relationship and have vowed to work harder. If I worked as hard on my marriage as I had worked to keep myself with a supply of pills, well.... enough said.
The puppy is vvvvv sick today, lethargic and diarrhea (sp) I took it upon myself to give her 4 Imodium AD (maximim allowed, accoring to the pkg. directions, the kids' dosage). I had fed the puppy table scraps Weds. night, but this sickness started early yesterday (Thurs.) AM. I limited her to small amounts of Puppy Chow, which she barely touched. I am worried about her, and tho this may be a people drug forum, I would appreciate any drugs/treatments for a lethargic dog with the runs. It is sad when someone, even an animal, can't communicate "what hurts"
Happy Father's Day to the fathers and happy weekend to all. Bmac, hope your day went well. Reading between the lines, it sounded like you had a doctor's visit that may have hurt? I hope you had no shots. I hate shots as much as a dentist. Zzzzz (drill)
-r-w-c
Hi! I think there's great advice here, too, and I wanted to keep some of it. I've been copying and pasting some of it into Word documents. That's cuz I'm lazy. Just highlight it etc. It comes out a little funny with a lot of spaces in the text, but that can be fixed if u want to take the time. It's easier than dragging out a notebook and scribbling in it in my unreadable handwriting.
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