I love you Sophie my sister!!!!!!!!!!! We have finally made it on the roll call together! As always, I'm with you in spirit girl! I am soooooo proud of you! OK, FINALLY, I am ten days clean, unfreakin believable!!!!! Whoo Hoo! Congratulations everybody!!!!!!!!!!
When I got clean I didn't have a road map to living clean, thats when I found NA in the program I leaned the spiritual principles that drive the twelve steps of recovery. Since that day I have had the freedom to chose to use again or choose to stay clean.
I have walked thri\ough several hells since 1985 and I chose not to use. The most recent this year has been the brain surgery of my grandson and most recently my daughter having cancer cut out of her body. Stil on the mend with that.
Through it It all I have been granted the Grace to be steadfast and true to my recovery.
In the course of 241/2 years I have had several concepts of a higher power, today I call it God...may you find a higher power of your own that works.
Congrats to all...One day clean is a sucess, keep comming back, IT WORKS
8 days clean off oxycontin. was using 240mg or higher a day. Feeling ok but that nagging feeling of just taking one pill wont go away.... God bless all of you
Well, let's just say it's been a long time for me, but what I really just wanted to say congrats to all of you who have managed to get clean and stay clean. I can say from experience that it makes a huge difference! :)
153 days off Oxy
121 days off Sub.
AND THEY SAID IT WOULD'NT LAST.
IT HAS TRUELY BEEN A B------
CONGRATS TO ALL OF YOU THAT FIND YOURSELVES FIGHTING THIS SAME BATTLE. SOMEDAYS IT SEEMS LIKE YOUR LOSING THE FIGHT AND SOME DAYS
YOU WONDER IF ITS WORTH IT. I HAVE TO KEEP THE FAITH AND KNOW THAT SOME DAY IT WILL BE WORTH ALL OF THIS AGONY.
hi all, 22 days today off hydros. This week has been a really bad struggle for me mentally. I keep having the same thought: if I could just have one EVERYTHING would be fine! But I know just the opposite is true. Reading this roll call has really helped, thanks everyone and congratulations! To those of you who are believers please, please pray for me, I am hangin on by my short, weak, fingernails :P