Sry Peeps Need to VENT!!!

[Ronnie152]

tomorrow 30 days off vics, I should be happy, I get clean goto the drs. get all test dont, haven't done that in years! I get a call today, thyriod high, spot on rib, got to go in for more test. then I find out my fuc--n son was smoking pot on the bus! I know he smokes hes 16 No I dont want him to been there but I mean come on, the bus!!!! I am just having a bad day. Sorry guys I just had to get it out!

[Ronnie152]

Thanks guys, I needed to hear nice things...lol.. My 16yo is my baby, yea I am old so what...lmao... I dont know what he was thinking. I even know the bus driver good, he is such a as-! I ask him why he say why not? If he wasn't bigger then me i'd knock him into next week. Yea doctors tomorrow for more text then wait a week. It;s Cancer I just know it, thats my luck...lol But they say weed is good for the right? Me and my son...lol.. just kidding OMG I am going to pull my hair out. Take it easy everyone!

[gizzy32]

What a way to celebrate your 30 days huh. Vent away, that is what is great about this forum. One of the great things about getting clean is learning how to deal with stress and all life throws at us without being high. That became very difficult for me cause my first thought was always i need dope to calm down and it took time before those thoughts changed.  Sorry your having a bad day and i have no idea why the hell he would smoke pot on the bus, that is asking for trouble. Give him a kick in the *** for me ok, lol. Hang in there girl and good luck at the drs tomorrow. You are doing great.

[CR_ST_NA]

so sorry to hear about your son. our oldest turned sixteen. thank god he's not into drugs, it's a miracle really cause i started dabling in drugs at sixteen. congrats on your thirty days. it seems like as soon as you get clean sh*t likes to hit the fan, i think it's a test really. i kept a journal when i was using and when i was in treatment and keep it in a safe place so if my kids decide they want to play with drugs i can sit them down and let them read it instead of coming down on them which usually goes in one ear and out the other. i know it is so hard raising teens these days, hang in there. have you talked to him about it? christina

[mojorisin64]

i am there with you....my stepson (call him that only when hes in trouble) just got another bill from his lawyer...hes 18...yeah back in the day seems like everybody smoked and i think its the same if not worse now..but we at least knew we would get in trouble if caught !!!...they just dont think the same way,i didnt have a lawyer when i was 18...and i hear now the newest trend in high school is heroin....geeeez