So I have been prescribed Klonopin for anxiety for a long time. However, I have always found opiates to be my best when eliminating anxiety and panic. Which eventually led to my addiction to various forms of oxycodone. Luckily, I am pretty good with money, and would never risk money that I need on drugs. This leads me to my next point...I have to quit. I cannot afford this addiction any longer. When I look back at all the money I have spent on this ****. I could have traveled all over the world. A pretty disappointing memory when one is forced to evaluate their place in life.
So ON to the good stuff, the meat of my post. I have been off opiates for a couple days now, and have gotten back into my Klonopin regimine. And I FEEL AMAZING. It is pretty liberating to be able to take a drug, AS PRESCRIBED....and have satifactory results. Atleast for many of us thats the case.
I guess this is my suggestion for those looking for a way of opiate addiction....especially if you started using to self-medicate emotional problems. It has been working incredibly for me. Its like I have all the energy and charm that I thought the opiates were giving me, without all the nasty side affects of abuse....and without feeling doped up half the time.
I don't know....to each his own I suppose. I think my situation is pretty different than many peoples. You know how withdrawls feel....that is how I felt all of growing up, all through school, etc. Honestly, being in full blown anxiety and panic attack feels exactly like withdrawls. So naturally when I popped that first vicodin I was hooked. It all seemed to float away. Some of you probably know where I am coming from. I never used these drugs for fun, I used them to liberate emotion stress. And to be completely honest, I wish there were some doctors out their who would see that opiates, if dosed very carefully, could signigificantly help someone with severe anxiety and panic issues. Alas, this is never going to happen.
So it is back to benzos for folks like me and hopefully far far far away from any opiate for a long long long time.
Well this rambling has gone on for quite a while, and I have gone off on quite a few tangents. Regardless, I just wanted to update you guys regarding my Klonopin lead detox. So far it is going very well. Hopefully, the physical won't set in too bad. So, good luck to all. Adios.