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Hi thre. I'm at a MAJOR crossroads and looking for signs, although I have all the signs I need, I'm jsut as usual refusing to take those I still need just ONE more you know? 'Anyway, I was windering if you could pull a stone for me when you have a chance. It;s not drug related though but it's the outcome of long term abuse.
Thanks and I hope you're well.
Thanks and I hope you're well.
I know everything you say is true. I just don't want to feel the way I do. I don't need a stone pulled. I just need to open my eyes. It's a long time coming. I can get 50 signs that I should leave and then I get a glimpse of the man and father he COULD be and I stay but in the end it's all garbage. especially when you don't like someone anymore.
But hey, on a lighte note, I am going back to work so could you pull a stone for my carerr???
Thanks!!!!!
But hey, on a lighte note, I am going back to work so could you pull a stone for my carerr???
Thanks!!!!!
what's goin on girl...
also - maybe start this on a new thread so you don't get lost, k? that way a heck of alot more of us will see it/you...
also - maybe start this on a new thread so you don't get lost, k? that way a heck of alot more of us will see it/you...
Hi guys. Good to hear from you all. I really need support right now. things are crashing down around me and I find peace in your company.
Thank you for responding a addressing me.
charlie
Thank you for responding a addressing me.
charlie
I could pull a stone but you already know the answer. You said so yourself. I'll give you an example. I was living witht he great guy for a while. He was all energy, sense of humor. I was sorting through some stuff one day and I realized I needed to be out of this realtionship. Just knew it was going nowhere but I fought it. This was like april. Things progressed and got worse and harder the longer we stayed together. And then one day I snapped. I tried everything I knew to outwit the truth until there was nothing left for me to look at and I left. I married my husband and friend 5 months later.
So, you don't need anymore signs. You need to be brave and faithful. When you chose and seek the truth the universe WILL provide for you. It might not be easy. You will grieve. This is so necessary. As people we always relish the new and exciting but we don't grieve the old, no matter how jacked up it might have been, that made room for the new. We have to go through these stages the last being acceptance before we can really embrace what has been presented to us.
Our addictions are like playing hide and go seek but your really hiding in plain sight. The truth will always find you.
So, you don't need anymore signs. You need to be brave and faithful. When you chose and seek the truth the universe WILL provide for you. It might not be easy. You will grieve. This is so necessary. As people we always relish the new and exciting but we don't grieve the old, no matter how jacked up it might have been, that made room for the new. We have to go through these stages the last being acceptance before we can really embrace what has been presented to us.
Our addictions are like playing hide and go seek but your really hiding in plain sight. The truth will always find you.
The stones are not like Tarot. The Tarot are a way of predicting. This is impossible because we are presented with a myriad of choices on an hourly basis everyday. So by leaning on the Tarot you can sometimes find yourself living out a self fulfilling prophecy. The runes are nordic in orgin. They work because the truth the answers we seek are in all of us. But we make choices, take actions, and deny the truth because sometimes it seems easier to turn away from it then to face it, and we get lost in a fog. The Runes provide a beacon so to speak. So, I focus on your post and pull a stone. It's eerie how right they are. I think this is because I cannot see you therefore judgement doesn't cloud the interpretation. So MANY times I have fought what I knew I had to do because I was afraid, didn't want it yadda yadda we've all been there. The stones will point you in the direction of the truth in your situation. When you chose Truth it truly does set you free. You may be lonely for awhile, because it is not easy to do all the time and requires us to make sacrifices, of people, things, judgements,expectations. The truth requires faith, trust, acceptance of the unexpected. Most difficult is facing yourself. This is where you learn to love the imperfect, to find the beauty in it, to care for it, to find your place in the Divine.
Charlie, your post got messed up. The first post is the overview of your situation. The stuff in parenthesis is my interpretation. The second is the the challenge this got post like 2-3 times. The last is the outcome. The outcome is dependent of course on the challenge. I'll give you an example. I went to a healer here in my town. The first time he told me my back hurt because I was holding in a bunch of anger. I thought this was **** because I'm not an angry person. The second time I went back I sat in his chair and as he did his mojo my mind was suddenly a crowded room of images of my life things that had happened things that made me angry all these things flashed before me and then this huge well of sorrow just left me It's hard to describe but i cried the whole way home and sat on my couch for about 3 hours and just stared out the window while I processed. I was angry but the most surprising thing was who I was angry with. Now when I try to recall the images they are gone and my back has not hurt since. So, when I said that drugs were the least of your problems. What I really wanted to say was until you get to the root of why you do not care for yourself. You will substitute one abuse for another. Decide who you are. Look in the mirror when the kids have gone to bed and hubby is away and really look, don't make judgements, don't create what you think you should be. You already are everything you should be. When you have little ones is SO HARD because you have to give so much of yourself. Mothers always come last. When I quit taking pills, I never told my kids 11,8,5 that I was taking them but that there were certain things they were going to have to start doing for themselves. I told my husband there were certain things I could not do anymore and remain sane. I still struggle with taking care of myself, not my body but myself. This is a daily struggle and there are some days I don't win. But I have faith that everything that is presented to me is for a reason and I so I try not to make judgements about it. I hope this helps.
Charlie, your post got messed up. The first post is the overview of your situation. The stuff in parenthesis is my interpretation. The second is the the challenge this got post like 2-3 times. The last is the outcome. The outcome is dependent of course on the challenge. I'll give you an example. I went to a healer here in my town. The first time he told me my back hurt because I was holding in a bunch of anger. I thought this was **** because I'm not an angry person. The second time I went back I sat in his chair and as he did his mojo my mind was suddenly a crowded room of images of my life things that had happened things that made me angry all these things flashed before me and then this huge well of sorrow just left me It's hard to describe but i cried the whole way home and sat on my couch for about 3 hours and just stared out the window while I processed. I was angry but the most surprising thing was who I was angry with. Now when I try to recall the images they are gone and my back has not hurt since. So, when I said that drugs were the least of your problems. What I really wanted to say was until you get to the root of why you do not care for yourself. You will substitute one abuse for another. Decide who you are. Look in the mirror when the kids have gone to bed and hubby is away and really look, don't make judgements, don't create what you think you should be. You already are everything you should be. When you have little ones is SO HARD because you have to give so much of yourself. Mothers always come last. When I quit taking pills, I never told my kids 11,8,5 that I was taking them but that there were certain things they were going to have to start doing for themselves. I told my husband there were certain things I could not do anymore and remain sane. I still struggle with taking care of myself, not my body but myself. This is a daily struggle and there are some days I don't win. But I have faith that everything that is presented to me is for a reason and I so I try not to make judgements about it. I hope this helps.
Hi Charlie. Welcome.
I believe they are Nordic Runes sort of like Tarrot cards if you will but actual stones.
Share with us. We are al here to support you.
I believe they are Nordic Runes sort of like Tarrot cards if you will but actual stones.
Share with us. We are al here to support you.
What do you mean pull a stone? Just curious. I'm trying to make some friends here. I have a feeling I will be coming here for support a lot.
Charlie
Charlie
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