Just wanted to wish you a happy birthday!
Thanks so much! It was a happy day spent with my husband and kids. They have showered me with love and support and I feel so blessed! It's great to be present in their lives again instead of high then constantly crashing. I may be feeling blah but I have so much to be thankful for.
Happy B-day CLM. Keep up the good work.
Happy 40th! U r on day 6...going to meetings. You are doing all the right things. It will take awhile for the pieces to come together and make sense. I never knew patience until I quit vicodin. I had to learn it quickly or go crazy. My answer to apathy? Keep ur mind busy. Exercise if u can, listen to music, dance around the house. watch some funny movie or tv. Keep fighting - u r worth it!
A big Happy Birthday to you and well done on day 6 !!!
Happy Birthday! How wonderful to spend it with those you love and I am happy to hear you have support.
Also, glad to hear there may be a potential sponsor. When I had my eyes on the sponsor I have now, I started going to meetings that she went to just to hear what she would say. I was watching two women very closely...and one jusr said something that I related to so well, that I knew she was for me. I was feeling very blah at the time as well, but after I asked her to sponsor me, I started feeling a little more enthusiastic about what I was doing... and had soneone to help guide me and give me direction from there....
I wish you best of luck :) and congratulations on the the 6 days sober....welcome back
Makani
Happy birthday! Congrats on day 6! Keep busy &push forward..
Thanks so much for the kind words and support! You all make my recovery feel so much more doable. I know if I stay focused I'll get through this! I listen to the stories in my meetings of all those who have gone before me and I want what they have which is peace and happiness in sobriety. I know everyone struggles from time to time but it's no reason to pick up. That's what I have to remember. It's a choice and I don't have to use. Hopefully this sponsor will work out and I can really start working the steps. I think that will make a huge difference. Thanks again!
Happy birthday Clm! don't give up!
Coming to this site can be a good sponsor place holder, until you secure a sponsor. Are you getting clean on your own, or with the support of a doctor? There are so many things a doctor can prescribe to help you.
Happy Birthday and stay strong! You CAN DO THIS!!