USEING OPIATES TO DETOX OFF ,METHADONE ,HELP!!!

[ralphie]

IM NEW AS OF YESTERDAY AND POSTED THIS ALREADY TODAY BUT I GUESS PEOPLE WORK DAY JOBS AND CANT ANSWER ME AS FAST AS I HOPE (THATS NOT A DIG) IVE BEEN TRYING TO ACCUMILATE SOME MEDS LAST NIGHT AND LAST NIGHT I HAD A FRIEND GIVE ME, NOT SELL ME 3 BIG BAGS OF HEROINE. ACTUALLY 4 I DID 1 LAST NIGHT BECAUSE ITS BEEN LIKE 12 DAYS THAT IVE BEEN OFF THE METHADONE I NEEDED A BREAK 1 DAY OF NO PAIN, BUT AFTER TALKING TO ALEXANDRA SHE SAID BESIDES THE RECIPE TO TRY AND WEEN MYSELF WITH SOME PILLS NOTHING TO STRONG THOUGH, IVE ACCUMALATED THROUGH SOME GREAT FRIENDS 20 VIKES (7.5)--4 PERCS(5'S) 2 DILAUDIDS(THE 2'S ?)AND IVE ALSO GOT 10 XANAX BARS(2MGS)IVE GOT A VITAMIN B COMPLEX(BOTTLE) A CALCIUM TAB(BOTTLE) MULTI VIT, SOME 500 MG C TABS NOW I KNOW I NEED MORE STUFF FOR THE RECIPE BUT THE QUESTION IS THE HEROINE CAN I USE THAT FOR THE TAPER ? YOU KNOW LIKE TAKE THE SMALL PACKET AND BREAK IT INTO 2-3DOSES PER BAG A BUMP IN THE AM AND ONE AT NIGHT THEN START WITH THE PILLS LET ME KNOW PLEASE!! ITS FUNNY ALL THEESE DRUGS CAME TO ME FREE FROM PEOPLE WHO KNOW IM KIKIN METHADONE AND SEE HOW BAD I AM, I DIDNT USE AT ALL WHEN I WAS ON THE METH TILL THE END WHEN I WAS DETOXING, IM A PRO DRUMMER AND ON GIG NIGHTS I NEEDED TO SUPPLEMENT MY DOSE TO PERFORM,IM ON SIC LEAVE NOW NEEDLESS TO SAY MY FIANCE IS THE SINGER AND LEADER SO SHE IS FULLY SUPPORTIVE AND PROUD OFF ME THANK GOD SHE LOVES ME    PEACE...

[cleanupforme]

hi deb . how are you doing ? gotta go ..................
bye
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[puna]

Hi, sounds like youre doing very well..Now that your back at work, youll be too tired to get messed up. I dont drink much but i use too and i did heroin for many years but was about 10 yrs ago.  Now i just occasionally get strung out on pills or in the last time it was tussinex, which is a very strong cough med with hydrocodone and a few other things that are very addictive. The buzz  from this is much better than pills and harder to witdrawal from but its been almost 10 days and im starting to feel much better.  I dont have a problem with drinking and think its because im working and i just cant function with a hangover or maybe im just not an aloholic but an addict.  Either way, im trying my best to succeed in life and these drugs have held me back my entire adult life!  Its time to throw in the towel and get my life back and god i hope im strong enough.. Kind of a long winded message, lol, hope i didnt bore you.  Cya soon Deb

[cleanupforme]

deb, how are you tonight? im glad to hear from you again. my problem was heroin and alcohol. its not easy but people tell me just dont pick up a drink and thats what im doing - and its working. it seems like youre trying to beat the opiates- is that heroin or oxys or what ?  well im too tired to write. i just got a full time job after collecting unemployment benefits for 9 months.  im happy to be back to work making some real money. hope things work out for you. write back . let me know how things are working out. so long for now..........................
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[puna]

Thanks Patrick, nice to share with you. Im sure a few meetings would be great for me.. Unfortunately with my work skedule i dont have much time for them.. Im thinking of taking sat and sun off next shift bid at work and going to church. I enjoy the surmons when i do go, which isnt often lately.. The pastor at this church my husband goes to is a former drug user himself.. Altho i doubt he was an opiate junkie.. I think he was more into cocaine, you know, the party scene.. Hes pretty funny and i always feel better when i hear what he has to say.  I attended AA meetings in the past but i dont have a problem with alcohol and altho the meetings were good for me, i didnt get that connection of needed from people who could relate to the opiate fixation.  Im so glad i found this forum for now and so far im doing good too.. Has been over a week and all i suffer from now is a bit of sneezing and not sleeping too well.  Hope your doing good and lets keep intouch.. thanks deb

[cleanupforme]

deb, thanks for your thoughts.  i couldnt believe my doctor wanted to give me meth either- and i wanted to say yes and a little red devil jumped up on my shoulder but i thought and new i better not get meth or i would be right back where i didnt want to be. if you want to get clean i can only suggest you try an AA meeting or else an n/a meeting-just a suggestion. its working for me. let me know if i can help. i'd like to help anyone out if i can. hope to talk to you soon.
Patrick

[puna]

Hi it was nice of you to write back.  Sounds like your on the right track and im so glad for you choosing not to do the meth.  From what ive read on these post about meth w/d, i cant believe any doctor would suggest it.  Only a very seriously addicted person who has tried every other means should take the meth.  Im sure is very contraversal sub and some people really have to use meth. Anyway, you hang in there as i will and Happy Labor Day! Deb