Moving close to my 60 days folks. Can't wait to be there. I've slept every night for 2 weeks. No RLS!!! I'm extactic. I feel like I can go back to work and finally start being a productive member of society again. It was a long stretch but so worth it. I finally feel that after 10 years of methadone abuse I have hope again. I need to say thank you to Amandag, gnarly, weaver, ldy taz. And everyone else who shared their stories, gave inspiration and direction. Thank you for getting me through the hardest time of my life, not letting me feel alone, and comforting me when I was scared. MH has the biggest friendliest family for being a bunch of strangers. I owe you guys big and to anyone new here. Reach out, talk to anyone and everyone. And when they say hang on do so as if your fighting for your life. It does goes better. You can have your life back. I've always said that addiction doesn't just mean OD'ing and getting to die...you lose pieces of yourself every step of the way. I'm so proud to say I have the opportunity to not only improve my future but to work at getting those pieces back. Congratulations to everyone on here. Whether you've already quit, if your thinking about quitting, or even if you just come to read the posts. You guys are Med Help. Your fu*king awesome!!!!!