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Worst is over but... Heres to returnin to normal hopefully with ease
That's all I can say having a moment.... Gotta make my life what I want it... Like all u say take em as spells of feeling again but they feel like sh1t.... I want it over as fast as possible to be me again but at moments those endorphins just aren't there n ur not able to keep em pumpkin at all times but they say its quickest way back to normal....
I call all of this Stages we will experience as many Brain Transmitter and Receptors are trying to clear and balance back. Like it has to recycle itself again.
Clean_n_ks called it layers, like peeling layers of a onion off. So true but it is only short lived compared to all the years we used.
TIME IS THE GREATEST HEALER...Some heal faster then others..Ya!!!
Just keep pushing, keep pushing!!!
Bless
Clean_n_ks called it layers, like peeling layers of a onion off. So true but it is only short lived compared to all the years we used.
TIME IS THE GREATEST HEALER...Some heal faster then others..Ya!!!
Just keep pushing, keep pushing!!!
Bless
Keep on pumping that music and working past it. I know how you feel but your one of the ones keeping me going so lets rock these "Beast" and drop kick em out of our lives
People I live with which is mother n lil sis don't get it n won't my uncle visited me other day first person I seen in a days n he had me crying just be in there for me n ribbon my back n my mom won't even read up on it its my fault to her and she can't just be there for me or try to understand and just be in near em makes me feel like sh1t cuz I know I'm being judged.... And it all consumes me.... I gotta get this done n leave her in wind n its so hard when u want to talk with person that brought u into this world bout hardest thing u ever went thru n she's watched n makes gross faces n just REFUSES aaah.... That's probably most honest I been since first post..... I'm pushing so hard cuz I gotta get away or go crazy getting her to get it.... But she will have fun Saturday night n expect me to take care of her Sunday hangover for her.... I gotta get away...
Sorry I'm fine guys... I know I gotta remain positive I just want some company that cares..... Glad I have u guys.... Justvsomethin some1 that cares and can b there n push u.. I've pushed myself thru with anger and the happy moments i can conjure up to feel better... Headphones ain't been off in 8 days... Don't even wanna hear voice....
N I hate being in room n TV now cuz that's what I did on methadone.... So I just wait til morning to get outside n away from that place to keep pushing n start my own life she will be jealous of...
There you go man. I know calming down in the afternoon after my morning work around the stable is what screwed me up with my thoughts I slept for like an hour got more energy walked 1/2 and soon ill be out for my nightly work on the stable
Ahhhh One of my Favorite Bands I have all there albums and tapes.
"What that Women been doing to be"
"I will be Running like the Wind"
"What that Women been doing to be"
"I will be Running like the Wind"
I just had to post to, if you get the chance look up Warren zevon if you dont already know his songs.. Great hardest taken from us too early. He died of cancer but also was a hard alcholic. But Great song writer and singer. for all those who know him Enjoy ever last sandwhich!
Ya its super complicated.... I'll get out ta funk just like the advice I guess thanks guys....
The band.... "The weight" I need the guy in that song... Take a load off... Ha
Wait. You're east coast momma needs to address the thing about your mom. I spent too many years in therapy over that!
She's your mom, but she's still just a "human being". We all grow as "human beings" at a different pace. Sometimes the child grows faster in one area than their parents. Human growth. You're having a lesson in "human-ness" that your mom nor sister have had. Your "human" growth has surpassed theirs on this level.
Be strong enough to be ok with that.
My mother hasn't spoke to me in 5 weeks because I "allow" my grown daughter to date someone of a different race.
Accept that you've grown past her level on this one and move on. As long as you know you're doing the right thing, you are in good shape!
She's your mom, but she's still just a "human being". We all grow as "human beings" at a different pace. Sometimes the child grows faster in one area than their parents. Human growth. You're having a lesson in "human-ness" that your mom nor sister have had. Your "human" growth has surpassed theirs on this level.
Be strong enough to be ok with that.
My mother hasn't spoke to me in 5 weeks because I "allow" my grown daughter to date someone of a different race.
Accept that you've grown past her level on this one and move on. As long as you know you're doing the right thing, you are in good shape!
Wow u said I helped u mojo.... That hit the spot.... Thank u I don't know what to say....
I absolutely love that bit of advice you just gave, so very well put. Always enjoy reading these threads, we are all learning for sure! Keep it up guys and gals, Zerokewl well done on grabbing your life back and its nice to meet you! Stand firm my friends!
I been alone 8 days actin like I'm a soldier detoxin in iraq pushing to make better n no human communication is all... Don't know ne1 in CALI it seriously gets lonely but I've stayed strong for u guys sorry bout this weak one...
I've just been reading about that awesome cyclist Lance Armstrong today, apparently he got all his wins revoked for taking drugs while racing, I honestly think this is wrong, He is my hero, I mean the last time I was on drugs I couldn't even find my bike never mind win a race. BOM BOM!!!
Just thought you needed a pick up, ;)
Just thought you needed a pick up, ;)
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