Yay, so proud... Tomorrow I start my new life...

[BuddyBreak101]

I was in the addiction forum but must be very very busy. I just wanted to let everyone know who gave advice about myself and my life.. That I listened I think I'm on day 12 maybe day 14 lol... The days run together almost but I ended up with a really bad cold along with w/d of hydro, and had no choice but go to doc. I thought it was flu but nope real bad cold, well cold ran its course and ill take the w/d easy now lol. But I tapered nicely also, but taper or not you will w/d. I knew how to do it cause I did it once before.. But I have changed my life, I got rid of everything and everyone that kept me close to it. And thinking selfish of only myself now :) which is a good thing. Last night I slept 7 hrs. I know it still will come and go but I see a different earth now, even if its cold outside lol. I hope anyone who needs hope will get this post and just remember there's always worse and there's no where to go but up now when your down. Always remember when it rains it pours but after that all the flowers grow:) I still have a path to finish but that will be all done tomorrow. Then I start all over for myself..with my new loving bestest hubby.. As I said Ty all who helped, I will keep posted the best I can :) but I'm planning to stay busy, happy and drug free... Also I do need to mention God also cause this time he made sure I listened. When I did I didn't have to do much cause everything fell in place all by its self. Giving me a bad bad cold along with w/d he was yelling lol. Ok I'm blabbing so I'm going togo now. Good luck to all and Gods speed.

[BuddyBreak101]

Had a moment in life, thought I would check in and say: everything is going good, sleep still alil tough but I just get up and get busy..:) waiting for hubby to get off we have a movie night planned. My cat got sick on me yesterday and had to go to vet. But he's much better today. Thank God :) he was my w/d and really sick buddy lol when hubby was working. Like I said my bad cold lasted almost two weeks with w/d. Yucky... But after that I can fight anything lol. Well was just checking in and staying clean busy and getting happier everyday... Happy Thanksgiving to all. God bless, Gods speed.

[CRSeaside]

Hi Buddy!  I'm so happy for you. Congrats.

[brandiroars386]

It's fantastic to hear such optimism!  I'm glad your looking forward to your new life.  Never look back!

[Life360_Dave]

Hi and good for you. Just let the peek of your WD,s be burned into your spirit and if you get the urge to start again remember the day when you realized you were through it and the terrible moments that went along with this. I stopped through tapering also and my experience to start again is like a big metal shield blocking this from happening again.
What a nightmare!