If it helps one person it is worth writing. Congrats on day 17. Keep it up and reach ouy any time. Thanks for posting.
Andrew......Welcome back to the world of living!!! I am really proud of you. This was so nice to read this morning. I took the night off last night for some "regrouping" time for me and this was the first post i read!! Keep it going!! sara
Very inspiring! I am almost to the start of day 17 for myself! Usually, that would motivate someone with less clean time but you actually motivated me!
Andrew~ Yes!! You are discovering what's on the other side...and it's so much better.
I'm proud of you! Nothing about this is easy and you will be tested in the future. Just stay on this path...you'll be fine. Seek out support for yourself. Every single day gets easier and more beautiful...
Thanks for writing...
xo
Today is day 7!!!! It is getting better by the day. I got up early this morning and walked for full 30 minutes. Yesterday I went to church (the walls didn't fall) that I was raised in (Over the years I have always visited several times to pacify my wife) The preacher spoke directly to me. His message was "You are being tried by fire, the hardest thing you have ever been through, BUT SOMETHING GOOD IS GOING TO COME OF IT. I know that he was speaking to others as well, but when he got through, I went down to the front and layed it on the alter. Everyone in the church (most of which watched me grow up and have no clue that I am an addict as I have always been in upper management) came down and prayed with me. I had a break through. I broke down and asked God for forgiveness. I felt sooo good afterwards. I am even giving up my tobacco habit. I quit smoking 6-7 years ago but have always held on to skoal. Well I figure if you are going to clean up, why not go all the way. I am addressing this to you two ladies because you were first responders for me, and I will always appreciate it. I continue to broaden my support group (accountability) and everything I do throughout the day, I am trying to tweak it slowly so that all my habits are different going forward.
I forgot to say when I was walking this morning, I could smell the sweet smells of fresh cut grass and hear the various insects at work etc. What a beautiful world without Drugs. Sorry so long, but I wanted to share the good stuff happening in my life,, and to Thank You both again. Have a great Labor day.
I am protecting my clean time. Andrew
LOL. So are you going to commit? Quit?