another day

[a549056]

mornin fellow junkies. todays another day. some of us are feelin ruff, some of us are feelin great. i just want to re-asure all of you that the pain WILL go away. take it from a hard-core, main-lining junkie who knows. hell, if my pain went away, everbodys will. im headed to work now, and feelin great. something i thought was never gonna happen again. but i'll be dam, it did. you all stay clean long enuff, and your gonna get the suprise of your life....feelin good without. (unnerstand suzi & tammy?) it will happen---------

tf

[Rex1]

You may find, as I did, that your marriage imprived rapidly.

In my case, my wife helped me through such a rough period, that I now look at her in a new light.

She's awesome. So is your hubby. Stay close to him, during this time, tell him what you are feeling, and also tell him you will be there when he needs you.

Very good byproduct of addiction indeed.

Rex

[Esmith28]

Thank you so much, I took two of my hubbies over the last three days but I have not gone for my own so that is progress not perfection, Tuesday will not offer that option Ibelieve, becaus ethe doctor that cut me off ordered the block so even if they offer them usually (which has anyone ever heard of them giving script when they got a block done?) DONT GET ME A WISHIN'!
I have been better those days were terrible Ihope I wont go right back to that feeling, think Ineed a meeting every day to get hrough that cuz it bites...
Thank you for your prayers...
I told Hubby I have big problem,a dn he is being very understanding and trying to help...
Bless you !!

[HarleyCat]

Hi, I have been thinking and praying for you.  I have read past posts, totally understand.  You only have two more days to hang in there, hon.  YOU CAN DO IT!!  We are all with you, no matter if you get more meds on Tues or not.  You are brave just to have made it through this rough patch.  I am proud of you.  If you want to email me ***@****

Have a great Sunday

Connie

[Esmith28]

I can totally relate to your situation..I have degenterative disc
at L4 and L5-S1 and a hernaition at L5S1 and I have not chosen surgery yet (it has been  a couple of years since I have known) and my doc was giving me Lorcet 10. I am soooo grateful after reading these post I never tried OXY anything..it sounds wicked, I amnot sure what your wanting to do at this point as it wasnt clear...if you think youhave come through withdrawl and dont want to go to go through that again,. then ask for a differnet med....and if you think you can live without the meds then try to do it...I am in hell because I am soooo mentally addcited to the meds, but cant tget them now...long story youwouldhave to read back (just cant go into it again because it makes me mad all over :)anyway it is an ugly circle that kkeeps us chasing our tails...Email me if you want to chat
***@****
Good luck....
Elizabeth

[InsaneinTN]

I am in a situation...I'm trying to stay clean, right?!?!  Well, I do have a bad back (already had surgery...degenerative disk disease..yadda, yadda, yadda), well, my point is tomorrow I have a docs appointment and he gives me 3 month's worth of OC's 40mg.  I want them for the pain that I do experience, but at the same time I don't want them for the pain...I've been med free for one week yesterday.  There is a storm going on here.  All I can think about is tomorrow at 1:45 p.m.  What should I do?

Vicki

[J. E. W.]

I didnt get it. ***@****  Ill keep checking..       J.E.W.