MJ

[hopeless]

OK, I am back...
So tell me how ya feelin' today? Did you get some sleep last night? How are your cravings? (if any)

Hey, about the name change thing, LOL...I don't mind, and i will change it soon...Promise ya!!

Just been concerned about you, i know you had a tough day yesterday...

Talk to me girly girl........Whats up with ya???

Luvs ya

Hopeless

[marcatj]

hi sweet potato...

i'm actually pretty good today, all things considered!  i got alot done, i only cried twice (and they were short.. :-P ) and actually no cravings today.  i also listened to a new mediation cd tonight that i bought the other day - i need to get back to my "centered" place...

i'm still SAD, which is scary.  i mean, WAYYYY better today, but man, i just start thinking maybe it's some sort of clinical sh** and maybe i'll never get out of it and it's scary!  i just went thru alot of b.s. the last 8-10 months, and just wonder if i have alot more sadness than i realized... OR, maybe only a little, and it's the drugs a-talkin!  i have to just take this day by day, see how my body/mind heals, and then i think i will know...

but honestly babe?  compared to most, today i am a very, very, very blessed woman.  and i really do feel that.

tell me how you are...  are you good today?  was it a good day? a happy day? any cravings or weirdness?  and i never asked you.. how much does your hubby know about this (i assume he does?) and if so - it sounds like he's being really supportive - ?  if so, that is sooo great.  and how long have you been married?

xoxooxox
all my luv (and then some,)
me

[hopeless]

Hey hun, I am so sorry we didn't get a chance to catch up on things tonight, But this must only mean that you are keeping yourself busy, and if this is the case, then i am so happy for you. I am not feeling to well, my dang tummy is hurtin' again, (see what that stupid lil' pill did to me) and that was on Friday, and i am still paying for it...Guess it serves me right....Definately taught me a lesson, (I hope so anyway)..Oh well, I am gonna take my sleeping pill now, and try to get some sleep. It's getting a little better each night, Thank God!!! Listen, I will look for you in the morning sometime, and if you have things to do, you just do them, ya hear me? Stay busy girl, it is good for you... We can't sit on here all the time, it is not healthy...

Anyway, I hope you are ok, and i am looking forward to talking with you tomorrow....Still need ya, and think i always will....You be's my inspiration...

Sweet dreams to ya....

Love ya bunches........
Me.........................

[marcatj]

sweet dreams to you too, doll... you will sleep well tonight.

we shall catch up more manana....

xoxoxox
mj
:)