hellc

[LIZZIE LOU]

hello my friend...are you still here?   i saw where you posted...and i just posted a few days ago looking for you.

so, how are things going?   you have been on my mind alot lately since our last conversation and been a little worried about you.  things any better?

huggs,
kim

[hellc@mst]

i promise ill keep u up to date with my progress.Ur important to me also and i always value yr encouragement,honesty,compassion and above all the security i gain knowing that u r never too far distracted with  ur own serious familial dillemas to offer a country boy on the other side of the world some real nuggets and pearls of wisdom.Take care my friend.Tonite my thoughts are with u,ur boys and hubby and of couse my Gf.Mayu all be steadfast  safe and strong
Regards J

[LIZZIE LOU]

aaawwwhhh J...you've brought a smile to my face this morning.  isn't it amazing how things seem to fall into place once you "get it" where sobriety is concerned?  i am sorry that you and your g/f are not going to be together for awhile...but it is soooo important that you think about and put yourself first.  and as i have always said...getting away from your "using friends" is of utmost importance.  oh my goodness J...N/A?   wow...you are in a good place in your life...that is freaking awesome.  sounds like you have a plan and that is what it takes.  i am so proud of you and you are definitely worth the time and effort you are putting towards sobriety.  

please keep me informed of your progress.  you were one of the first ppl that reached out to me when i came...so you are important to me.

huggs,
kim

[hellc@mst]

hiya Lizzie.It makes me feel really good to know that u are interested in and care about my recovery.My GF and i hav had to temporarily part ways while i move up to auckland to participate in an IOP.While i miss her i feel much stronger not having to deal regularly with the negative infkuences of old associates.Im learning a lot about myself but most importantly im learning how decicive a factor NA can and already plays in my recovery.I know i was a 12 step naysayer but i humbly eat my words today.