Well here i go again my 1st day of c/t am really scared but have to do this like the last time for my family and my wife of 25 years kim i must win this war against my demon my wife kim is in hospital and has been for quite a while a love kim and i must win for my family this drug is the hardest thing i have ever tried to beat i thought i had beat heroin the last time but it does not let you go easily i have tried noumourus times before and i have always failed if i dont beat heroin it will kill me i know that for sure im starting to feel unwell already and it has only been 9 hours that is the demon i am fighting im fighting for my life here and for my family i pray to god i can fineally win my war i have too yes i am frightened and scared of what will become of me and my family if i dont win heroin is slowly killing me and destroying my soul so ther can only be one out come and that must be for me a victory please god give me the strenth to win this war,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,