day 33 no methadone

[JenniferLutt]

It seems just when things get easier it gets worse in another way. As for the withdrawals they are alot better. I was actually able to sleep almost 10 hours sat. night. Last night wasnt so good but I think that is b/c of my uncle passing yesterday. I can forsee that the sleep will not get any better for at least a few days. Lots going on right now and it makes it alot harder to stay clean but I have the will power to do it and I am going to do it.

[dominosarah]

I am so sorry to hear about your uncle~~Let yourself feel these emotions now.      sara

[JenniferLutt]

you are soooo right life is full of trials and tribulations its kinda funny that you said that b/c that is one of my favorite saying when I get down and out. As for everything going on I am still kinda numb it has suken in yet I dont think. Thank you for your response it is a blessing to have everyone on here that has helped me thru all of this I dont know what I would have done without the support I have gotten.
Thanks again and god bless

[anrtech]

Jennifer,

Life is full of trials and tribulations, we as addicts have to learn to cope with whatever comes our way without covering up the situation. My condolences goes out to you on your uncle passing. Keep up the good work. It's hard but, soberness is so much more of a pleasurable life.