My MD

[donewitis]

Alright, so here's the scenerio. I'm at 37 days opiate free. Called my Dr the first week and let her know that I cannot be prescribed oxycodone anymore. It was a Saturday when she returned my call wanted me to come to her office on Tuesday (I think). I then left her a message that I was unable to get to the office (stomach issues due to w/d)..but that I wanted to reschedule primarily to discuss best way to taper xanax. (No call back) I have been trying to reach her by phone..it rings once and then a hangup. Initially, I thought (due to bad weather) that her phone was out of service..but I continued to call and afterhours i was able to leave a message again pertaining to tapering the xanax, and to let her know that I had stopped taking the opiates and was ok.. I'm dealing with depression..and this is the last thing I needed. I'm in shock that this Dr. who has been my primary for almost 2 years is treating me this way. :( (When I told her that I wanted to stop..she told me I NEEDED them)
She does not have a receptionist so..I do'nt know what to do. I guess find another Dr. for one...but I want my medical records and during office hours (she see's one patient at a time) she keeps her office door locked. (which now seems strange to me) I am on other medications, thyroid..prednisone..etc..so I'm feel at a loss. I guess I will have to write a letter. This feels like the last straw. I am beyond disappointed on so many levels. I have a progessive possibly fatal disease and now I wonder why did I bother getting off the opiates...at least I had some energy. Sorry for the negative..just can't see any light at the end of this tunnel.

[ImDONENoMore]

I agree - there is something seriously wrong with a Dr. who has no staff - she's not accountable to anyone but HERSELF.  Get rid of her NOW.

There are a ton of good Dr.'s out there - find another one and have them get your records.  For right now, you don't need the added stress of a lawsuit - if in time you feel like it's something you need to do - at least you'll be feeling stronger and thinking more clearly.  And you'll know the right thing to do for you.

But seriously - NO receptionist and no nurse?  Not good.  Get rid of her.

[atthebeach]

Are you going to your old doctor or a new one tomorrow?
No oxy scripts. You are donewitis.
You are stronger than those evil pills.
They are your enemy

[vicki595]

Okay...Good Morning!  How are you doing??    Here's my opinion:

Your doctor is a nutjob! There's a big question I have as to whether you NEED that particular combination of meds!  It's a little foolish to prescribe all that with ANY question of chronic liver disease.  But, what do I know ??

Essentially, she has abandoned you and THAT'S against the law. She sounds a little screwy in other ways, as well.  I bet that if you call and leave a message saying you changed your mind and need the meds...she'll call you back and give you an appt.  Then take someone with you and go get your records!

In the meantime, you need attention. If you need to see a doctor can you go to an urgent care?  I would make it clear to anyone that your doctor abandoned you...this is pretty rotten and happening at a bad time for you. It makes me sad...

Stay in touch!

[atthebeach]

Congrats on your clean time. You continue to put one foot in front of the other and are now 37 days clean from opiates. Be proud. Be encouraged you qworked hard to get here.
Hun I have to re-emphasize how important it is for you to get up and out of the house. Go to meetings,go to church,it is mandatory for your well-being to interact with others. Please push yourself forward.
Find a new doctor and sign a releaase at the new doctor to have them get your records and be done with her. Please begin the search today.
Please go for a walk today and find a meeting to attend.
Sending many hugs,hope,encouragement,prayers,blessings
Debbie

[fedup38]

I am in the medical field and one thing a lot of people don't understand is des get paid by the makers of these medication every script they write they are compensated by it I would leave her a voice mail to let her know I will be pursuinh legal actions againts for with holding ur information and by her not responding to u I would also she took an oath to give care and use those words and holding ur medical records is hendering u from going and seeking other medical care please don't give up keep me posted

[Luckytwice]

I'd find a better doc and just have him get your records.

TTUL

[laurel453]

it seems your doctor is not listening to you and you need a good talk to her... i don't know about how the health system works there but i  wanted to support you... i see anger growing in you about your doctor, don't let it grows, the attorney would be the last decision you should have to take, imo... first, have the talk to her, find another one, talk to the new one to see if he/she is what you need and what the new one says about the diagnostic and the meds prescribed... you have enough on your plate

[donewitis]

I have never sued anyone in my life..but after last week and today..I feel like calling an attorney..saying what? i don't know..
That she ordered atterol (an amphetamine) plus xanax, plus opiates. I picked up the adderol..but then seeing the word amphtamine..that was it..and that's when i had my 'epiphany'..and got off the  oxy's. With liver disease I should be on as little as possible..and I told her that...even the prednisone..I have fought her on that...but she convinces me it's okay...any gastroenterologist would probably choose to differ...

[donewitis]

Thanks so much for your comments/support. ..and no, her office is in a very safe neighborhood..she handles all paperwork..no nurse or assistant. I haven't had the energy to go anywhere recently..so no doubt a meeting is in order. Just very tired and dealing with one thing after another, and none of it positive..well after 4 years on opiates..and not always having a bottle standing by is a pretty good accomplishment. It is really important to me that I when I die the autopy doesn't say overdose. On that happy note lol, thanks again for jumpin' in and being so kind.

ps. This is what I am thinking...she is paranoid..but for what??

[snakejones]

Hi there---I have only been here the past hour today, and I am sorry you haven't received as many responses as you deserve. Especially when your crappy doctor won't even answer the phone! But I know there will be more here tomorrow. It's hard to write a question during a quiet time of night when you are feeling so bad and waiting for help. Well, I'm here, and tomskat is, and more will come soon.
Your doctor seems kind of bizarre--does she even have a nurse there to help? That's weird to have no receptionist, and to keep her office door locked. Is it in a bad part of town or something? Do you think she's paranoid that you are going to cause her some kind of legal trouble? I'd go to the office and bang on the door if you see someone in there, even another patient. Make a racket! She had her chance to talk to you and didn't. I smell some kind of rat.
Yep, I agree with you that you probably need another doctor. It'll be nice to start fresh with a new doctor you can tell everything about your drug history. They'll be on the same page with you from the start. Are you on an antidepressant? If not, that may help; if you are, perhaps a change of dosage/new drug  is in order. I know it has been hard for you, very hard. And you write such helpful messages to the newbies--that takes a strong person when you're feeling so sad and anxious. This much clean time is not easy--I am absolutely blown away by how tenacious you've been with getting and staying clean. By your symptoms, you need some help for depression. That stuff can act up for awhile--for some, months. You must keep your armor on and your shield up the best that you can. Are you in counseling/aftercare?
Please write any time if I may help you. You are an inspiration to all of us here, and I am so proud to know you!

[donewitis]

A brand new life? Not really. The same without the momentary euphoria..that's about the only change. I have no energy..I barely can get out of bed...which makes it all that much more depressing. I don't even answer the phone. I have tried to be encouraging to many new posters but at this point..probably better to say nothing at all. Just try to get through another hurdle.Thanks for at least someone responding. I'll private message you if I can find some answers...find out what/why/when....

[tomskat]

Hi there.first,congrtas on your clean time!!! I know it's tough the first couple months but it's so rewarding.It's like a brand new life,isn't it?? So proud of you!! Now,on to your "doctor".He/she certainly is acting suspicious/strange. Yes,I would definately find a new doctor. I would continue calling-you need your medical records!!Granted, the new doctor would be able to put some pressure on this soon-to-be old doctor,however having them in-hand and knowing they are going to the right place is what I would also feel comfortable with. What state are you in,btw? I know laws vary from state to state,and in my state (Wi.) you are legally entitled to not only see your medical records but also have copies made of everything inside your chart.Usually your records will be copied and mailed/faxed to the new docotr's office,mhowever you muct sign a release form for them to be released to the new doctor.
It's strange that now that you've told her you've quit the opiates and are looking to stop another addicitive drug,your calls haven't been reeturned. Liek I said,get a new doctor,and continue to call and leave messages. Heck,I would even show up at her door when she opens for the day and not leave until you have the answers you need.And if it cdomes down to it,threaten to report her to the state board.Hope this all makes sense,and I'm sorry for such a long response!! Please keep us posted on this..very interested in the outcome.Take care,and congrats again on that clean time!!Keep up the great job!!~A