day 6 and counting

[fedup38]

Today I decided to get out of the house I have not left since I started my wd on Sunday and it has done a world of good my energy level is not where it use to be but I'm counting down the days I am posting because I am so proud ofy self the person I get my pills from called me today and asked how many do I need I told her none she was shocked but it was hard to say no but I did I don't ever want to go through this hell again thanks to all of u and to all that are just beginning keep ur heads up it gets better and remember it takes a strong person to decide to quite and go through this hell good luck and don't forget the power of prayer

[dominosarah]

I am really proud of you for telling your husband and saying no to the dealer.  Is there anyway that you can change your number or have the dealers no. blocked?  Keep yourself busy as much as you can.  You are doing great!! sara

[Innerstrength67]

That's awesome fedup. I'm sooooo proud of you especially since you said not to a dealer. That shows incredible inner strength! It took work for me to get my pills. I had to convince many drs. Gosh, I should have won an academy award.
Your doing great, one day at a time. All we have is this moment and seriously comes down to a choice. It's scarey in the beginning and all I could handle was one hour at a time. Day 13 here by the grace of god we are still here. I go to NA and really love it. Putting down the pills is the first step. What I'm learning is loving myself comes above everything.

[fedup38]

It's been hell but well worth it I thank God my pride played a big role because every time I ran out I would go around begging my friends to find them and it made me feel low and that Sunday morning I told my husband enough he looked at me and said I support u and I thank God he did he sat up with me and cried with me I felt so bad because he had to get up to go to work at 5am he works in construction so u can imagine I hope this helps someone

[gonna_make_it]

I'm glad u were able to have the will power to tell them no...congrats on day 6!

[justsaynotodrugs]

          Keep up the good work dodge the dealers try not to have no contact with them.  It will help you out in your quest to stay clean.  When I quit I also dodged the dealers and finally they quit trying to run me down.  You might try a na meeting or aa they both are support groups you can do it. Just one day at a time or even one hour at a time.    Hang in there. keep posting.

[gnarly_1]

congrats on 6 days and its great your getting out go for a nice hike at a nature center if thats 2 much try a walk arond the block I know energy is low
I agree with you on the power of prayer we wrestle not ageist the pricapaplattys of the flesh but ageist the darkness of evil  prayer is a powerful weapon against addiction I couldn't have goten therw it without God nor got this far in my walk without God keep pushing forward lean on him when your weak and remember all things are possible threw Christ Jesus.....good luck and God bless......Gnarly