get me thru the next two hours

[speedfreak12345]

can you talk me thru til my xanax kicks in.

[FLaddict]

sure...whats going on

[speedfreak12345]

are u on the same page?

[FLaddict]

yes I am here..

[speedfreak12345]

im addicted to aderrall. cant get out of bed. but never felt better before introduced to this med. major confllicts.

[FLaddict]

are you having a reaction to it or are you having a panic attack?? you sound like you are in trouble??

[speedfreak12345]

before i tell u more. who are u.  i can't get in trouble

[FLaddict]

I am just a member of the forum.. no trouble here... I am addicted to vicodin

[FLaddict]

i just want to help if I can...

[speedfreak12345]

don't mean to diminish but vicodin is nothing compared to A. do you have any experience with it.  I have experience with V but not addict.

[FLaddict]

I personally dont' i have a friend addicted to it.. I used coke IV and crack years ago... my only experience with speed

[FLaddict]

I was a heroin addict 7 years ago and now pain pills vicdin percs oxy's..

[speedfreak12345]

ok kind of similar. i don't know what to tell u at this point.  i can't even talk to my "friends".  what do u want to do to keep u from dumping the whole prescription in your mouth.  done it twice before not sure if it won't happen again when people are so f'd

[FLaddict]

yes I am here to get help stopping abusing pain meds... what brought you to the site tonight??

[FLaddict]

How long have you been taking it??

[speedfreak12345]

aderrall since nov.  xanax for at least 5 years. seroquel the same. i thought aderrall was my miracle happy pill but not so sure now. done all the anti-d, prozac, paxil, trazadone, etc, etc etc

[FLaddict]

do you want to stop taking it??  Do you have a doc that prescribes it or are you getting it off the street??

[speedfreak12345]

don't think that i can do that right now.  i ask. i get.  me and my psych are friends so i can prescribe my own stuff without ?? because i don't abuse our confidence. known her for 14 years. I wouldnt ask for anything to jeopordize our relationship,  two hours are winding down so at least i didn't reach for the granules. good sign.

[speedfreak12345]

i would like to know who you are. i see you post to alot of other people in need.  i want to make sure vulnerable people are not being taken advantadge of .........why so intererested in everyones problems?

[FLaddict]

I hoped I helped get you through some... I myself need to get some sleep its almost 130am here and I gotta long day tommorrow.  If you feel this forum has something to offer you and your struggle with adderall please keep posting.. everyone here is helpful to the best of there ability.. Most of us are addicted to pills of some sort...just hang on tonight.. you are gonna be ok.. G'night..

[speedfreak12345]

thanks for ur help

[grievingwidow]

Hey, you weirdo - you are the one who came here and approached us, remember?  Fladdict was doing you a favor by responding to your request for help and now you accuse her of  having alterior motives?  She was just trying to get more information so she would know how to best support you right now.  You owe this kind lady an apology.  Maybe you are so high on your speed right now that you are paranoid?

[speedfreak12345]

u are a third party. don't get involved.  

[FLaddict]

Who am I?? I am no one.. I am just a member of this site that has been here a few months.. I give advice when I think I can. I am here alot late at night..  And when I need advice or help I ask for it.. No one is being taking advantage of. All of us are here at our will and we take what advice fits and leave what doesn't.. I am sorry if you thought otherwise of me by me asking about you. I was just trying to help like I do to others and as they have done for me..

[speedfreak12345]

no slamming intented, just saw your name alot.  i am scared that i do the wrong thing right now.  hope to turn it around before i end up in the morgue.