gettin back on track

[sadjt]

well everyone who has been goin through this struggle with me im sorry to say ive let u down and also myself in the last to days i have used i have used the way i am supposed to see my point was never to quit just to get back on track takin my meds the way i should be which in the last two days ihve been but i need u guys help to keep me on track i hope u guys dont shunn me from the forum cuz im not quittin persay but am still tryin to do the right thing which is what counts. Right? i believe with u guys help i can achieve my goal please dont look down on me now but keep helpin me to look toward the future hope everyone understands

[LADYDI4185]

Hi!  You sound so much better today.  You do have all of us in your corner and remember one day at a time!!  Take Care - Dianne

[sadjt]

thanx i wont beat myself up specially not if i have all of u in my corner all u guys and my daughter inspire me to do better now i know i have people there for me who iunderstand what exactly im goin through thank u

[sadjt]

thank u so much im sooooo glad i have this site to turn to and to think it just popped up on my comp. one day like a sign from god everyone knew about my addiction before i would admit to it too and i ALWAYS ran out of my meds before my refill too it sucked i would go for 2 -3 weeks at a time without them and then have to buy them so i would always be broke but im hopin that this month on the 21st when i get my meds that they last me for at least 3 weeks this time cuz if they did i would be doin a hell of alot better but i know with the help of this forum i will do as good as i can every time i wanna takemore than i should i will turn to u guys thanx so much.

[LADYDI4185]

Please do not beat yourself up.  If you are taking your meds as the dr said than you are not failing.  I don't believe anyone on this site would think less of you in any way.  Keep on track and everyone is here to support you!!  

Ladydi4185

[Ella789]

No one on here ( that's in their right mind ) would ever think less of you!!  I'm happy that you have been able to get back on track with the meds.  It was a hugh problem for me, I struggled and struggled to stay where the Dr. said I should be.  The last year, I constantly ran out before refill.  My addiction was a big jolt to me emotionally, I just couldn't say " I'm an Addict " ,,, then finally I knew I was!!   I had to admit I was to myself first, my children and then, my husband.  for some reason, in that order.   My husband knew I was all along.(Dang-It) Everyone saw it but me!!

Hugs and best wishes to you!!!

Ella :)