hard time

[daddy2]

I am having a hard time today was fine all day only got 2hours of sleep mowed the grass then sat down and that's when ever thing hit me I got down just took a shower I am not trying to take any thing out on my kids it is so hard I don't know if I am on my 3rd day or 4th lost

[Francyna]

Hey how are you? Did you get through that night without using?

[daddy2]

Depressed just want it all over

[Francyna]

Hold on....Are u familiar with the Serenity Prayer? Well in the prayer there is a part that says " the wisdom to know the difference " that is so key, you can't change that ur an addict but u can accept that you want the vicious cycle to STOP right?????

[Pat1956100]

Wow, you are doing amazing mowing the grass on day 3 or 4.  Just tell your kids you have the flu.  You are almost over the worst.  It's normal to feel down but you have so much to look forward to being clean.
Stay strong and post what you are feeling.  Are you craving or feeling depressed?