My partner been on meth around 50mls for a long time then now he changed to subatex 0.4mg for sometime. But he been to detox such as doing himself at home no successed then went to NHS clinic he was so depressed because they put him with other session like mental issue problem which really put him even more miserable. in this case of course it wont helped at all. The Dr. n nurses werent a great helped or responsibility either. always missed his prescribsion then he had to on n off to buy the drug from elsewhere. Now he is on 0.4mg but he still go to buy some more or others that he told me because the he missed the Dr. appointment then they reduced even more low dose instead like they used to cut-off. I felt so trapped and confused because I dont do drug and I dont know nothing about any drugs at all. he made me insercuirty about the finacial as for the past he stole alots of money from me or stuffs. I forgave him but I found so difficuilt to trust him again. now I known he tried to honest with me but sometime I really so confused he got subatex why sometimes he still needs more to buy elsewhere even knowning we dont have spare money. Thats why sometime I will kick off as I felt betray all over again n again. Be honest I never deal with any like this in my life before. I tried hard to understand him but it isnt easy to believed when it will be the end? I start losing any hope now. I have been with him just over 8 years. I couldnt tell no one a certainly he wont let me too. I only keep it for myself so long. I was taken depression tablet for nearly a years about 3 - 4 years ago. Then I stopped it slowly by myself in my own way. I was taken 200mg each day because I couldnt handle his drugs, financial and family and work. I felf so ashamed my man on drug and stolen my money for his own interest. He promised he come clean many times I tried so hard to believed and understand and to supported him. But he still sneaking sometime I really lost and I really dont know how long more that I can stand by him? sometime he even disappeared for a night. I dont really sure he is hook up again because I am so afraid he gonna to screw up everytime he sees if we have spare money then he will lost it even he deny it of course but I cant really trust him in this matter.May be to others will thinking I dont give him enough support trust me or not what he put me through in these 8 years I am still with him. All I want to know when or how he going to stop for good. I dont think I am asking too much. Please I really need a good advice. Thank you