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[kkrr50]

I amserable not because I am on pills ,but my fiance.  He would do roxecet once in a while in front of me with friends and it didnt bother me.  Then a friend of mine and his told me he kept buying them and hiding it from both of us.  he snorts them.  Finally I was watching every move are bed would be soaked with swet at night he would puke before work in the morning was that the withdrawel from not having them or is that from doing them.  i notice other nights he doesnt swet at all.  The first time I found his hiding place in the garage and flushed them down the toilet in front of him.  I gave him a drug test and he passed, but then last sat he was working with a friend and that friend is highly addicted tp them and I noticed powder in his nose like i said he snorts them.  what do I do I think he is lying to me.  we have a 4 month old son and would like his father to not drop dead before he is 5. I asks and he swares he is not on them.  I try to be here for him I told him just tell me so I can help.  he denies to the end.  Then i told him im buying  a drug test and he flips out.  I want to leave him  what can I do i am very sad

[kkrr50]

He just admitted that he did a pill over the weekend.  I think its more than that.  Is leaving him going to make him worse.  what the hell am I going to do?  i am so dissapointed I am no means perfect but i dontdo those pills  and wont because i see what they do.  i used to do coke but stopped when i was pregnant and figured why do it again makes no sense

[micheleTX]

He sounds like he is an addict.  Addicts will lie, lie and lie some more to the people they love, it doesn't matter-all that matters is the drug.  Im so sorry this is happening to you and your family.  Always very sad when a child is involved too..If he is flipping out that you want to test him, Im sure he is using.  Why else would he flip out??  I don't know what to tell you, other than he will have to want to quit on his own.  When you are addicted to these drugs, there is not much anyone can do or help with unless the addict is willing to get help and/or quit for himself...
I don't want to tell you what to do, only you can decide that for yourself...but since there is a child involved, I would do what is best for you and your child.
Good luck to you, Im praying for you,,keep posting, lots of good advice and help here okay?