Please read my comments about getting through the month. and hopefully the reality of this medication's power will hit you, and you can bring yourself to stop. I almost lost my job and my reputation when I started blacking out at work. And I had no problems until the very week that I decided to get rid of the vicodin. I still have fibromyalgia, I still have pain. But, I don't take anything that's not an over the counter medication. Also, maybe you can see your pain specialist and ask him for a non-opiate pain medication. In fact, tell him what you are going through and ask him to help you wean off the stuff!!
Best wishes and good luck.
yea i want to tell the doctor but im afraid he will stop giving them to me and i will not be able to quit and i wont have any pills i will just suffer i want to do it myself and have heard of some ways like tapering and something about vitamins and benidryll (dont know what the benedrylls for) im disabled so i don't work i just hate being held hostage by this addiction my wife is very suportive i should be able to do this i just need some guidance. i will tell the doctor if i cant do it alone i want to succeed