that was awesome. thank you everyone for your responses. I do appreciate everyone opinions and kind words :) I wasn't sure since I know I read a lot of people don't get on here as much on the weekends. you are very right kyle about taking the Norco. it would just prolong things and that doesnt really help me. its only 2 of them probably just gonna flush them. and you are very very right on how its gonna be tough when the mental stuff kicks in. Im lucky to have a few friends I have told about this that are gonna help me and a few I have had to cut ties with to stop the temptation. going to work in about an hour on virtually no sleep. I keep thinking about taking my dog for a walk to the lake in the morning when I get off work. being walking distance from lake Michigan is great....the lake-effect snow, not so much so. I think keeping my pup in mind and having all you great people and stories to read is keeping me in positive spirits :) thanks again
OK - first thing right out of the gate...You don't (speaking in general terms) take Norco to help with your withdrawal. That's just shooting yourself in the foot. If you do, then the next day you get to start all over again.
Reading your story it's clear that you've been around the block a couple of times, so what I'm saying probably isn't coming as any big surprise.
Detox isn't easy; in fact, mine was hell. And that's the point. As the old saying goes, if you dance with the devil you have to pay him his due.
Wanting to quit is great; knowing that you have sources can make it hard, but I admire your deciding that it's time. But be very careful; you've got to change your attitude and your approach, and if you have a source, then when the mental crap kicks in, you will struggle, and that's the point where many of us relapse.
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Hi brandino34 and welcome to the forum! As Bubbleguppie said there are alot of amazing ppl on here to get great advice from and to help you get through things like this. I'm proud to hear that you are making the best decsion with getting clean. It may be hard at first but you can do it!! Don't ever tell yourself that you can't because you can and you will!! Good luck with everything and i wish you the best. :)
Hey brandino! First off, congrats on getting your life back!! Welcome to our forum. Their are a lot of amazing people on here that will give you incredible advice and support. Most of us have chronic pain, that's how we got on pills in the first place. I broke my back 8 years ago. Got on Norco. The last year and a half, I became so addicted to them. I've been clean for 20 days and my back pain is minimal. You should be really proud of yourself by during what you're going to do, getting clean! You got this!! I just wanted to stop by and give you my support. If you need anything, please feel free to PM me. Good luck and god bless!!!