Dear one, so good to hear from you! You know, I'm not sure what you're taking these days, but I've read that the benzos, be they Xanax or Ativan or Valium, etc. can cause temporary amnesia -- it clears up when you "clean up" much like pot's effect on short term memory. I also was on Prozac for a few months afer my back surgery in 1993, and it made me an absolute space case. I took myself off the Prozac and the improvement in my memory and overall thought processes was dramatic and immediate. I'll never take another SSRI again! I know they help a lot of people, but not this puppy! The L-Tyrosine/B6 regimen seems to be doing what prozac couldn't. To each his own, one assumes. Stay close and stay safe, Angelica, you matter to me and are not replaceable. You are not just another anonomous poster to me. I feel like we've been through a lot together, you and I, and good friends like you don't grow on any trees I know of ... Take care of that heart of gold you share so easily with all of us, my angel.
Thomas
..LOL...I was telling my mom about the "Great Candle Scare," and she said MAN!."they're gonna kill us, all" lmao fotf That's about the size of it. Makes ya wonder who's, they???? Everything is made in China, ya know?.......Lmao
You're cracking me up!!!!!! Thank you for the laugh, i definately needed that tonight!!!!!
BTW, um, I LOVE candles, oh well!!!
My husband won't let me burn them ever since he accidentally set the house on fire back over two-years ago, they upset him for some strange reason ?????
Take care sweetie!
Lv Jenny
.......This is a little bit off the point, but did you all know that burning candles can cause brain damage. LOL My husband called me in to watch a program, and they discovered that candle wicks often contain lead. I had been having some problems w/ memory......really bad. Like forgetting something someone had just told me....or loosing my thoughts right in the middle of a conversation. Really embarrasing....well, needless to say I was burning candles in every room......What's the point, oh well, I don't know, just thought I'd share this bit of info w/ my family. lol Ditch those candles!!!! lmao
Thank you, it's nice to know that we women are understood, it's so hard sometimes!
My mom says I have "character", and she really admires me for that. She thinks i am amazing because of what i am able to deal with in life, she is a very smart women, and knows a great deal of what's going on whether i tell her or not.
Only thing is, she doesn't know i get weak and use! :(
Although, she can relate because she is a binge drinker. When things go bad, she binge drinks, and always has since i can remember. She was abused as a child until age 14, when her mother died in childbirth (7th child). My mom had to raise her 3 younger siblings by herself, her stepdad wasn't much help.
My mom has a wonderful husband (my dad, who is the best man standing on this earth), and four great children, and although her childhood was rough, she's had a great second part of her life, and deserved every second of it.
I had a nice childhood, but have really struggled in my adult life because of choices i've. My mom wonders why all her children are such 'givers', and get into relationships with such 'takers', but i haven't the heart to tell her that it was learned in our childhood by my dad's co-dependent behavior (learned from his mom), in dealing with her drinking. It's a secret i will keep to myself forever (except talking with my sis, whom i LOVE, of course). I would never hurt her like that by bringing it to her attention.
But i feel my 'character' is running out, and i don't know how much longer i can keep up this pace.
My tank is running low!
Thanks again for your support and encouragement!
Lv Jenny
Wow, that is something to think about....thank you and I think I speak for the rest...we love you right back...and please give my love to Marty as well.....love to all cin