Ugh!!

[tavia14]

Sorry...Having a hard morning!! Day 6 and want this to be over already. Can't sleep, totally depressed and now having anxiety WTF!! Never experienced the anxiety before when I went c/t...So maybe this hell will really be the one!!!! I am trying to do everything different this time! But this time I also tried methodone but it was for maybe two weeks but still I am sure my body was affected as well. What a freaken mess!! OK, maybe I should try and look at the glass half full, right? I am alive, I have an incredible family, I luckily didn't lose anything ( well except for my soul)  and I am on Day 6 never to turn back , right? Thanks all

[Bubulous]

Fear better, I mean fall better, furr bottle,  come on what is the word...............

Oh yeah, feel butter Tavia  ; )

[rush2112]

you want her to fell better?  after all those beautiful words, you tell her to fell...I kid, you are a good man with good words...

Tavia, this is no 3 round lightweight fight, it goes fifteen rounds and it's heavyweight...Just don't be the one knocked out of the fight....

[Bubulous]

Feeling down is a necessary part of it.  If you didn't recovery would not last.  It will make sense one day.  The depression and anxiety are just your emotions coming back.  They will later be followed with emotions like love and compassion.  You can fight the depression and anxiety.  You can actually fight them away for several days or weeks.  However, eventually they will come back.  When they do remember that you were happy once and you will be again.

If you can't find faith in a higher power allow yourself to be that higher power for a while.  Talk positively to yourself, feel sexy, fell happy, feel intelligent, feel as though you are going to die the next day and live every second of today with the love for life that a child experiences.

Fell better.

[sunshinegal76]

Dear Tavia,

Don't forget- We have strength beyond what we think.. we are capable of going through so much more than we give ourselves credit for. The fact that you are on day 6 is amazing..
YOU CAN DO THIS!!

Rooting for you. Keep posting!

Love, T

[tavia14]

Just read about Amy Winehouse.... Soooo sad. She joined the "27 club"... Addiction is deadly!!!

[tavia14]

Thanks for all the support! I tell you if I hadn't cancelled those scripts I would be in hot doo doo!! Thanks for the love..,, hard hard day!!!

[gnarly_1]

the 2 weeks you spent on methadoner is just about enough time for it to mess with you if your energy is in the dumper and you cant sleep its the methadone a short detox takes about a month to get over dont do that again!!!! the pills are a lot ezer to get off keep posting for support good luck and God bless.......Gnarly

[avisg]

Tavia,
you are doing great you are so close to being at the end of the worst of the physcial .Its right around the corner then things do get better !!!!!! keep posting we are hear for support .

[Rippin_T]

Hang in there,ur o most there i tried the dones which is a mistake but i tapperd down with hydros for 5 days before i went C/T, Yeah though if u went C/T from the dones it will take a few more days,best thing is u bout gotten through the hard part of the D/T...

God speed and hang tough.

[vicki595]

See that??    You just talked yourself in to a much better day!!

No turning back now that you made it to day 6!!

Insomnia,depression,anxiety is all part of the package, sorry to say.  Keep hydrating and be sure to eat good food!  You've got this!!