i have tried just about any drug there is and tried huffing just bout everything but never heard of eating moyh balls, i got a bad joke about this but this is not the place so i will bite my tounge!!
Yes addiction is a lonely place but the good news is you are reaching out for help GREAT JOB.!!!!! Okay.. breath deep.... and get ready to stop just for today k?? Break it down into minutes if you need too jump on the computer or read a book or write what you are feeling they are feelings but you can get thought them,,I found to get off my drug of choice that i had to change my routine and habits,For instance if you feel like using and it is after dinnertime change your dinner time,You get the picture? So you are going to retrain your brain to new good habits!!!>
You can do this! I know from experience cause I have done it. You are worth it and I am here for support for you okay. All the best to you and remember God doesn't make junk.
hi moth i know you are having trouble and it ***** to loose your best friend but one day at a time and its ok to cry there are other ways to handle your problems thers no need to rely on addiction you should try writing letters poetry and stories its fun and itll distract you BEST WISHES
-TINY
"how do you guys do it?" Honestly, one day at a time. and when that is too much, one moment at a time... It is almost 2am in idaho, and right this moment I am living one post at a time. I found something I like to do, it keeps my mind off my OWN hell and allows me the freedom to do something that i love (writing). I am sorry that you relapsed. Have you done research into the withdrawal effects of mothballs? One post I recall stated "knowledge is power" . How true... the more I am learning about my addction, the less I wantto ever pick-up a pill again and the more anxious i am for the w/d's to stop! The more i read and saw pics on the net about people who died as a result of the same kind of addiction I have the more it "hit" home. PDB is a very strong and deadly thing. Don't let it win. It is simply an evil drug- they all are: simply evil. glad you are back.
hello, i dont know where else to turn too right now. i told my best friend thinking i could get some support as it has been difficult the last 2 weeks. and she wont talk to me at all. i have started again.
i feel so alone and so depressed. nothing matters at all.
how do you guys do it? Any advice right now would be so great? and i was thinking of telling my boyfriend but now i am too scared.
thank you,,,we really did not know much about it at alll.....